The Three Stages of a Rose | KSI

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Every now and then someone would walk into my room to say that they were going back to the house to film. The only ones left were Molly, Laney and JJ.

JJ had training in a few minutes and I know he is going to skip if I don't tell him to go. I call his name and wait for him to get to my room.
"What's up?" As soon as the door opened it was like I had no control over myself. I rushed over and hugged JJ tightly.
"You have training. Molly and Laney are here so I'll be alright. Message me when training is done and I'll let you know if I'm here or not. If I am you can come back."
"If you need me for anything let me know. You're a lot more important than training." And that's when I made the mistake. That's when I kissed him.

I craved his touch and I know I shouldn't. It felt so right but so wrong at the same time. I needed JJ in my life as more than a friend but I needed my brother too. I couldn't choose between them.

21/10/19