The Three Stages of a Rose | KSI

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As planned, I sat through the dinner involving myself in every conversation. Every now and then our eyes had met but I just turned away quickly.

When you ignore someone you seem to notice everything about them. When I looked away from Harry I noticed his smile turn to a frown which would soon change after someone looked over at him. I'm regretting ignoring him now, this was the first time seeing him in a month and it's made me realise how much I need him in my life. This is the longest we have ever been separated and it was our own fault.

On the way to the cars, Harry slowed down his pace and waited for us to move further away before speaking to JJ. I was worried something was going to happen but after seeing them hug all worry I had was gone. I'm glad that they are hiding the situation from the public and acting like nothing has happened whilst on camera. I just wish there wasn't a situation to be hiding.

23/10/19