Desolated - book 3 •StrangeFrost•

Its 5am and I still miss you

•3rd POV•
Loki stayed in the hospital for around a whole month.
He healed quickly, yes, but after his attempted suicide, he started having seizures.
Nobody understood why.
He just did.

He also would scream.
And he was constantly talking about Stephen strange.
That's almost all he talked about. Weather he knew it or not.

He became agoraphobic, (I.E. fearing situations where he would have an anxiety attack), so if he was lucky he would have anxiety attacks only five times in one day.
The most hes ever had in a day was eleven.
It was scary for everyone, but mostly Natasha and Thor who were both the most worried about Loki.

Thor came almost every day, to try to comfort Loki.
Sometimes Thor would even knock Loki out of an anxiety attack.
When Loki came back home from the hospital, he would lock himself in his room and sleep.
Or, at least that's what everyone thought he was doing.
I actually, he would spend his time cutting himself or talking to himself, thinking he was talking to Stephen.

For five months he kept building up walls, barely leaving his room.
He stopped eating.
He stopped helping with anything.
He just assumed everyone forgot he was there.
Keeping himself isolated like that made almost everyone worried.
Thor knee isolation was a form of torture on Asgard.

Loki was torturing himself.

Once, they even found him passed out with scratch marks going down the sides of his face. He started getting defensive towards everyone, too.

Anytime anyone came into his room, he would sternly tell them to leave.

That's the only time he talked to anyone.

This was all he did for five months.

Until Scott Lang showed up at the Avengers' facility's front door.