***Jamar's POV***
I made it to my mom's twenty minutes later...slowly getting Adam out of his car seat, closing and locking my new convertable...
My mama opened the door and I gave her a kiss on the cheek
"Hey mama...can I put him down in my room"
"Sure hunny....does this mean that your staying"
I sighed and sadly nodded...thinking about August....
"Aww I'm sorry baby"
"Its okay Mama....I just need some time to Re-Evaluate and think things over...because I always give so much yet...get so little in return"
I said trudging up the stairs...with adam in my arms
But I refused to let my tears fall....I put Adam down and got him his favorite Stuffed bear...the one I got him...now him and Mr Snuggy Bear is inseprebale
I giggle and randomly my eyes fall on my desk beside my old bed....a Picture of me and August Sat on top of it...
The picture was taken at our Favorite Restuarant, Mickey D's....hahaha call it cliché but ironically we both are huge fans of their burgers
I slowly walk over and pick it up....those were happier days....I'm actually glowing in this photo, we both are....
I put my hand over my belly....I think this is a miracle, I thought I would've never been able to make him fully Happy being that I'm a male and can't produce children but I guess by the Grace of GOD, he blessed me with the ability to produce children
But at what cost now? I mean he repeatedly cheated on me....that's just unexcusable, I don't care how drunk or Stupid or Deaf dumb you were
Yeah his a stupid deaf dumb prick....I sigh, can't be good to get riled up like this can I buddy? I ask my growing bump
I guess its just me, you and Adam now huh?
I sit at my Desk Chair and slowly started to Reminisce about the times He would Sing to me
Maybe I can sing for you? Would you like papa to?
I slowly started Singing....rubbing my belly simutaniously....
Whenever August Sang to me...I'd feel like I was the Centre of His entire World and he only Had Eyes For me
Now....5years Later....the constant sweet phonecalls have diminished, the bomb sex we had was lost....I don't know but after he slept with that random female...I don't want to touch him...I think three months ago was a mistake....a mistake that led to my Condition now
Knock Knock
I snap out of my thoughts and Slowly make my Way over to the Door....
Shocked to See Whose Standing on the Other Side of My Door.....
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The Man Behind The Man (BoyxBoy) (August Alsina Fan Fic) (Re-Edited)
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