•A Taste Of You•

✨ letters ✨

JACOB'S POV

3 Days
It's been three since she left and I haven't heard a single word from her. Not that I expected to.

I followed Ethan's adivce and I decided to start apologising to all the girls I had played and left.

Starting off with No.1~ Emile Loza.

Since I am the CEO of a world famous company, it didn't take me much hard-work to find her.

To my surprise she lived in New York, itself.

As I stood in front of her door, I felt nervous. This could go wrong in so many ways and top it all it was going to be awkward as fuck.

This is for Natalie, I reminded myself as I rang the bell.

I waited for nearly 5 seconds and then the door opened.

Emile was a really pretty girl (nothing compared to Natalie, of course) she had blue eyes and blonde hair (a/n - I know I couldn't find anything more clichè)

The moment her eyes landed on my face, recognition flashed across her eyes. Well, I am world famous.

The next thing I knew, was that her hand had landed on face. Hard.

I looked up shocked. Did she just slap me?

"You bastard." She said. "How dare you come back over here? You took away my virginity and left me like that. You took away something I had preserved!"

I look down, ashamed. "I came here to apologise. I have come to my sense and realised that what I did was completely wrong and I shouldn't have done that. I realised my mistake the moment I fell in love."

She looks at me for couple of seconds, her rage washing away.

"Get out" she said, coldly and close the door.

My hand instinctively went up to my cheek. Ouch, that hurt.

That was only one girl. I had so many more to go.

** At the Office **

I sat down on my chair and reached out for my regular cup of caramel macchiato. But it wasn't there. For the millionth time, I missed Natalie. I wish she was here. Everytime she got me my cup of coffee, we would always end up in a heated make out session.

God, I missed her. I know that if I wanted to, I could find her immediately but what's the point when she doesn't love me anymore?

I want to go back to her and explain what actually happened. How this was all nothing but a misconception. But I know that with her temper she would never give me a chance. I was going to end up hurt anyways.

I took out a piece of plain paper and a pen. I took a deep breath and wrote:~

Dear Natalie,
It's been three days since you left and I feel empty, numb. I went to your house and was shocked to find out that you weren't there. Your brother told me that you went away.

Well, we both have come on good terms now, so that's a good thing, right?

Natalie, all the happened was a misconception. I would never play you like that. You were special. I am in love with you.

I know that what I did before I met you was wrong. I shouldn't have played those girls like that. They didn't deserve it.

So, you know what I did today? I apologised to my first one night stand on the list.

Honestly, it didn't go that well. She ended up slapping me and slamming the door on my face but I guess I deserved it.

That's all.

I love you.

Love, Jacob.

I neatly folded the letter and placed it in envelope. I know the whole concept of letters is old school but rather than texting, sending a letter has so much more meaning to it.

I gave the letter to Ethan, after he promised me that he wouldn't read it, because I didn't have her address. She would read it someday when she came to visit her brother.

Before going to sleep, I took one last glance at the list of "girls".

I sighed. I had so many of them left.

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[EDITED]

Guys, the book is over.

Lol, I'm just kidding. But it's nearing an end and I can't believe I almost made it to the end. I thought I would discontinue it.

But I didn't.

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Love,
Lena