Falling Irrevocably

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Honestly, I'm not academically smart. I have failing grades always. I am lazy as hell. I don't have a specific direction or path to take. I'm more of a free spirit, I go where life brings me.

Alam kong sobrang disappointed sa akin ang pamilya ko. My older brothers were achievers. They also inherited their interest in Engineering and Architecture from my family. We're known for it because my great grandfather was titled as one of the best engineers in the world. Nevertheless, my brothers love me so much and I am thankful for that.

But there are times when I feel like I don't belong to the family. I am always carrying this pain of being an outcast. Even my relatives don't like me because of my reputation. I was considered as a black sheep. Kahihiyan sa pamilya ko.

And because of that, I made choices that I would never forget in my entire life. I was very lonely so I took that path. The path where my innocence was taken. A very dark and dangerous yet I felt bliss upon taking it.

"You always draw my face." He said as he planted small kisses on my bare shoulders.

This is my hidden talent that nobody knows except for him. I'm an artist. I love sketching and painting since I was eight. Instead of buildings, I always draw people's faces. Their emotions and feelings that can be reflected in the portrait. Malapit siya sa talento ng pamilya ko pero iba pa rin. I'm afraid that they will be more disappointed if they knew.

I shook my head. I shouldn't be thinking of them when I'm with him.

"You're all that I can think of." I answered that made him chuckled.

Hinipan ko ang ilang gabok mula sa pencil sa sketch book na hawak ko matapos ang pagguhit ko. I smiled at my work. I suddenly gasped when I felt his kisses went to my neck. Naibaba ko ang aking sketch book at pencil na hawak ko sa bed side table. Nakatuon ang mga tuhod niya sa kama. We're smiling at each other until he went closer to me.

Ibinaba niya ang kumot na tumataklob sa kahubaran ko. His eyes flickered in lust when my breast was shown. From my neck his head went down to my bossom. I moaned when his mouth sucked my right nipple.

"You're going to be late." Hinihingal kong sabi.

Tila wala siyang narinig at patuloy lang sa ginagawa niya. He kept on sucking my breast like a baby while his hand kept on massaging my left breast. Napahawak na lamang ako sa buhok niya dahil sa intensidad na nararamdaman.

"Y-you have to go." Sabi ko muli.

He grunted. Tumaas ang ulo niya mula sa aking dibdib at hinarap ako. He licked his lips as he looked down to mine.

"Do you want me to go?" Tanong niya.

Both my mind and heart were screaming 'no'. Before I could open my mouth to answer him, his lips are already on mine. Mabilis ko naman tinugon ang mga halik niya. Wala akong nagawa kung hindi mapayakap sa leeg niya. He pinned me down on the bed as we kept on making out. Nasa pagitan siya ng aking mga hita. He's grinding his hard on in my naked folds and I can't help but moan his name.

Humiwalay siya sa akin nung hindi na kami parehas makahinga. He looked me in the eyes and I felt my heart thumping so fast. I hold my tears as he moved away from me.