Just Too Different

Ryan's Pov

Ryan POV
Yesterday night was HECTIC! I'm still not over being sexually assaulted... Also getting jump by a group of girls at the bus stop.

They came out of nowhere, still dressed in party clothes. I suppose they saw me and August walk in the club together and got jealous. I don't know.

I don't plan own telling August what happen. I just can't.

This morning I woke up on the couch. Sheila must laid me here. The girls were already up eating breakfast. So was aug, Sheila, and Big J.

I had on a plain white tshirt and so polka dotted pj shorts. I slowly walked in the kitchen everybody looked at me....including the girls. I didn't want them to see me like this. After awhile August looked down.

Sheila- Goodmorning Ryan. Here, sit, have some breakfast.

Me- No thank you.. I'm fine.

She gave me that look like "You and I both know you're not fine".

Me- I have a doctors appointment in a few so I guess I'll get ready.

Sheila- Are you ok?

Me- Y-y-yea..

Kay- Can I help you get ready Ryan? *Smiles*

Me-*Smiles back* Sure thing. Come on.

I held out my hand for Kay and she nearly jumped out of her chair and grabbed my hand.

We walked upstairs and to my guest room. I took a quick shower. When I came out Kay and I picked out an outfit.

It was a yellow and white blouse with some black skinny jeans and yellow heels. I left my hair in their morning curls and I didn't apply makeup. I did add some jewelry. I heard a knock on the door and August came in.

Aug- Kay can ya give me and Ry some privacy.

Kay- Yes.

Kay jumped off the bed and left. August came and stood beside me. I never turned away from the mirror. I just kept looking down.

Aug- Could ya do me a fava?

Me-*Looking down* What?.....

Aug- Could ya please hold ya head up?

I started getting teary eyed and I shrugged.

Aug-Please...

He was still looking at me through the mirror. I slowly held my head up and looked at myself in the mirror.

Aug-*Gulps* Thank you...... Can ya please tell me what happen.

I looked down again.

Me- I can't.

Aug- Ryan as long as ya width me nothing gone happen and I promise ya dat.

Me- I was sexually assaulted.....almost rapped.

August looked down and clutched his fist.

Me- After I thought everything bad that could happen was over more came.... I was jumped by a group of girls at the bus stop over you... They thought we were together. And I guess they got mad.

Aug- I'm sorry ya have to go through this.

August was tearing up. I think that was his anger balling up.

Aug- I would bang bang on errbody up in New Orleans but I can't...I can't.

August hugged me out of nowhere.

Aug- I'm sorry I left ya behind.. I realley am. *Crying*

Me- It's ok.

Aug- Ima be hera. Just like ya wus fa me....I'm coming ta da doc width ya.

August and I were getting ready to leave when Big J walked out. I guess he was guarding us today. As we walked out the house and into the car there was paps surrounding our vehicle. I kept my head low and just waved. August placed me in front of him so I can get in first then we left.