Just Too Different

Ryan's Pov

Ryan POV
I can not believe August is kissing me! And I'm kissing back! Does this mean he likes me? Or is he just high right now. Oh please Ryan stop thinking like that he's still with nicki.

I pulled away from August.

Me- August, this isn't right. What about nicki....

Aug- Whadt bout nicki. *Shrugs*

Me- You're girlfriend Nicki.

Yea he was definitely high.

Me- Lets just forget about all this. It never happen- GCO

Nicki- Auggie!

Nicki came strutting down the hallway with her crew and bodyguards.

Nicki- Hey baby....*Looks me up and down* Ryan.

Me- Nicki...

Nicki- I heard what happen. You know, worldstar? August told me everything.

I looked at August.

Me- You told her my business?!

I can't believe August right now! And to think he was sincerely apologizing.

Aug- Bruh Ryan shut up.

Me- You know what August kiss my ass ok! I'm not dealing with you when you're high. Call me when you get right or matter of fact don't call me at all!

I pushed passed nicki and August. I purposely nudged her shoulder. She looked like she wanted to do some so I warned her.

Me- You obviously saw the video right? Ok then don't test my patience.

I was highly ticked off. Lately I've been getting pissed off at all these irrelevant people. I think it's August ass that's making me this way. I use to be so calm and collected now when I see something going on with August and his love life I get really pissed.

It's not nicki and August that's pissing me off, it's nicki herself! Her vide is just ugh. I could just punch her implants in.

I walked to the elevator and pressed the 5th floor button. I held my files closed to my chest as I looked up at the elevator light trying to blink back tears but the ended up coming.

I walked out the elevator and walked fast to my office. I was getting concern looks.

When I made it to my office I slammed my files on my desk and tried to catch my breath. I was beyond heated and furious. The whole apology was a front.. How could he.... How could he kiss me and be with Nicki within a second.....Why didn't he have my back, like I HAD his.. I wiped a few of my tears with my thumb then I don't know what got into me but I punched my window...Glass window at that.. My hand immediately started bleeding. I fell to the floor holding my hand crying. Some tears were from hand pain and heart pain.

I heard a soft knock on my door. I looked towards it.

Me-*Sobbing* Go away...please.

I looked back at my bleeding hand. I heard the door opened.

Me- I said leav... *Looks at door*

Kay was standing at the door looking scared with her thumb in her mouth.

Me-K-Kay..

She walked slowly in. Closing the door behind her. We starred at each other for a long time. Then she took her thumb out her mouth and pointed at my hand.

Kay- What's wrong?...

Me- Oh nothing sweetie...Nothing you should worry about...

I looked down. I heard Kay coming closer until she was kneeling beside me.

Kay- Does it hurt?......*Looks up at me*

I nodded.

Kay took my hand in hers.

Kay-*Smiles* Kay you feel my hand?

I smiled and nodded. Then Kay started downing our little handshake. It was painful but I did it for her.

Kay-*Smiles and hugs me* I love you Ryan. Even if uncle August doesn't.

I hugged her back. She finds her way to my heart.