I hate you Boss

Chapter 14

I am actually grinning from ear to ear. Hindi ko alam bakit but seeing my secretary being pissed about the role playing is just so fun. Iba nga talaga ang babaeng ito, the main reason why I wanted her to do it.

Carly is the reason for this foolishness, I should get rid of her because seeing her will always remind me of my downfall. I love her before but she is a cheating bitch. And being the proud man as I am, I cannot accept the fact that I was not enough. My good looks, money were not enough. Kaya siguro after that, I just fuck women pero I vow to never fall for their evil tricks. 

Actually, I was saved that night when I thought dad was having a heart attack and it turns out I was just lured to be home because Carly already decided to come back. Everything was an impulse when I told everybody that I already have a girlfriend. It's like hitting two birds in one stone, my mother will refrain from setting me up to blind dates and get rid of Carly. It just so happened that I saw Crisanta and yeah, shit happens. 

But I am confused now, I thought it was just for one night but after that incident when Carly saw Arnel and Crisanta. Plans have change and I should be worried because the more I engaged to this kind of situation the more I likely to be damned by my parents who hates liar and be a laughable fella by the woman I vowed to never be near again. I should save my ass by considering Crisanta's suggestions but I am confused why I felt rebellious seeing her so eager to get out of our so called "relationship". 

"Don't forget about the dinner" my mom sent that message. 

I walk faster so I can catch Crisanta's pace. Madali lang iyon sa akin dahil malaki naman ang hakbang ko. I heard the woman murmuring kaya I walk silently para marinig ko ang sinasabi niya.

"Hi babe, hi babe ka pa kumag ka, kung hindi lang talaga scholarship ng mga kapatid ko ang nakataya nungkang papayag ako! sa laki mong tao ma attitude ka, my attitude problem ka ghorl?" she really speak fluent sarcasm and angst. I should be angry but it flutters my heart. She may have cursed me in a way she knows but I find it really cute.

"Hey Miss Avila, mind sharing your thoughts?" I cut in. She look at me and flashed me her fakiest smile. My brows raised to this small woman, such personality inside a small body.

"No thoughts sir" 

"Hey! I am serious, baka ako na yang iniisip mo" winked at her and Flashed her my sweetest smile. But the woman did not even bat an eye, I even get an eye roll from that almond eyes. 

"Hay naku sir, kahit ngayon lang pwede ba manghingi ng kaunting privacy, mag-isip-isip muna ako kung deserving kaba talagang maging boyfriend ko" 

That made me stop. Am I really not enough?

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Mula pa kaninang umalis kami hanggang dito sa sasakyan ay walang imik si boss. Nang magkita kami sa lobby ng hotel na pinabook niya para sa akin ay hindi na siya nagsalita. Parang ang lalim talaga ng iniisip niya kaya hindi ko na natiis na magtanong.

"Sir, okay ka lang"

"What is it with you?" walang ka emo-emosyong sabi niya. Ganito siya noon, nung kakasimula ko palang. wala na siyang pake sa paraan ng pagsalita niya ngunit iba ngayon. May emosyong nandoon pero nakatago.

"ahhh, wala naman po" pinili ko nalang na tumahimik. mukhang masama ang mood. Ayaw ko nalang pansinin, at saka, oo nga naman, ano nga naman iyon sa akin? 

Tiningnan ko nalang ang nadaraanan naming mga street lights sa daan. Sa totoo lang nasisiyahan ako sa mga pailaw ngunit hindi ako makapag concentrate dahil sa likod ng aking isipan nandun ang boss ko.