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So today is the day I will be working as a part time make up artist. Just for the sake of a pay raise. Great.
You don't know what you're risking and what you got yourself into eh, Nari-shi? I mocked myself before pressing the elevator floor number. I said hellos to the people I knew in the elevator before getting off at the infamous floor of the building.
"Let's hang out at lunch Nari-shi!" a female staff-who looked polite enough to befriend- suggested me. I thought about it for awhile but denied her offer, because I'll be cooking or watching the seven/eight(sometimes Sejin oppa) eat happily and are content. The staff made a face before shaking my hand and introducing herself as Hana, Kim Hana.
"I'll remember that. We'll have lunch together when the time suffices!" I cheered her up and we split ways on the same floor.
"Kim Hana..." I smiled, finding someone genuine and non-squeaky after a long time working here. The corridors are lush green again, only became the rumor of me smoking was proved wrong by me. But seriously, why even-
"Oh! Nari come on! There you are!" Sejin burst out if the door and pulled me inside in a blink. One second I'm peacefully walking in the corridor and the next I'm dragged into the green room. Or more like make up room.
"What's today?" I ask breathlessly, and I get the answer from the nearest, moving voice.
"SBS MTV live show!" I nodded at nobody in specific. I hopelessly looked around for a head makeup artist, if that person even exists and drooped my purse and laptop at the nearest ledge on my right.
"Noona! Here! I have to get my makeup done pali!(quick!)" I think it was Jungkook.
"One sec!" I yelled across the room as a response and grabbed the make up brush I saw which was unused and free, I guess.
"Noona me too!" it was definitely Jimin.
"Yes yes! Coming!" I respond and finally get the palate, eye-shadow kit and so on, which I'm not so familiar with.(A/n: me neither bruh)
"Okay. Jungkook first" I say as I reached to their seat. Jimin was right beside him and did a pouty face when I said I wasn't going to style(?) him first.
"What should I do to you now?" I don't know any fucking thing about make up. I thought to say but I didn't want to get fired.
"Oh! Oh! I heard some noon as deciding on pink eye shadow for me and cream for Jimin hyung! Yes I'm sure" he clicked his fingers at the end, being sure. I bit my lip, wanting to ask what a fricking eye-shadow was.
But I have to try.
"K" I answer I letters and open the eye-shadow kit.
"Wait wait wait! Noona, Foundation comes first! Then the eye makeup! Don't you kn-"
"Haha of course I know! I was just checking if we had the colors or not"
"Haha okay noona. As you say~" he sweetly says and rests on the chair. Way to go, liar.
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SBS, done.
The boys are exhausted and hungry as hell, as I can say from the way they choke themselves up with food, especially Jin.
"Jin, stop. The food is going nowhere"
"But the food is so tasty noona! And I like the feeling of choking when I gulp the food down, you know?" he said with his mouth full. Great, I couldn't even respond to what he said.
He likes to choke himself. With food. Great.
I blinked my eyes in disbelief and tended Jimin who called out for me.
"Yes Jimin-shi?"
"I've been wanting to ask you for awhile noona. Do you eat food noona? You're always watching us eat." he said. I can say that he's worried but I am eating, but not at the regular time. "I am having my lunch and dinner Jimin, after you guys have yours, then I'd have mine alone."
"Alone?"
"Yeah....? Well, I have dinner with my fr- boyfriend at my place. It's just that I have a late lunch. No frets" I tried to assure them. By this time, almost all the eyes are concentrated on our conversation.
"Well, noona, you can eat with us you know. Eating an untimely meal is not good your your health." Namjoon spoke up after awhile. I thought about his suggestion, but I'll feel very awkward to eat with celebrities.
Lunch with BTS. What a show.
"Pwease don't say no, noona." Jungkook speaks from my left and does puppy eyes at me, which are pretty irresistible.
"F-fine"
"And it starts from today. I'm making you lunch noona!" Jin races towards the kitchen, carrying his empty plate to the sink and dropping it in the dishwasher before I could even protest.
"Ah I'm proud of our hyung! Hyung make your special dish!"
"Nae!" was the response to J-hope.
"Noona sit down. He's pretty quick"
"No wait, maybe he needs help-"
"Oh he's fine. We've grown this healthy and pretty because of his food, and he prefers to cook alone. Yup" Namjoon said adorning their eldest.
But wait.
If I have to eat, I have to remove my mask. And if it's everyday....oh no.
Love yourself
I guess this is time....
Time to love yourself. Time to choose yourself before anyone or anything. Time to be you....
Yes. I'll no longer wear this piece of cloth on my face anymore. I have to get out of my fear, it's just going to fuel the fire of insecurity in me.
What if I'm a little fat? What if I've got a little extra pounds of flesh on me?
But that's what makes me, me.
And I should love me, as I am.
So there goes the cloth guarding my face, into the dustbin.
"Noona?" Jungkook asks confused at my actions, others seemed as confused as him too. So I smiled.
