A Life Away From You // Zarry

Big Love

Disclaimer: None of the characters belong to me, I just play with them.

5 months later...

The nausea didn't leave him in peace, he felt like was going to throw up even what he had eaten when he was a baby, he rested his head on his hands and breathed deeply for the disgust to pass, he had to see a doctor, it has been too long feeling sick and now he was getting worried. He didn't want to think that it was the thing that had been surrounding his mind all this time, doing the accounts right, the last time he had sex with his boyfriend without protection was 3 weeks ago, both had been so hot that day that they didn't matter to use a condom, and now it seems that that decision will have consequences.

He got up from the bathrooms floor and flushed the toilet, he took a look in the mirror and saw big dark bags under his eyes, he looked like shit, he brushed his teeth and got out, when he was going downstairs he felt a little dizzy so he held on the rail quickly, he definitely needs to see a doctor.

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"Congratulations young man, you're pregnant" The doctor looked at him with a kind smile. He felt breathless and probably his jaw dropped by the impression. Pregnancy... Pregnancy... Pregnancy, that was all he had in mind, he cursed inside, shit, now his mum and sister are gonna kill him, Zayn's sisters are gonna kill him, if it was an odyssey to gain them cause they used to blame him for making his brother lose his innocence "Yeah sure, of innocent he had nothing, and with this less", fuck, how he's gonna tell his boyfriend and what his reaction will be.

"How long am I?" he asked to confirm the obvious.

"One month and two weeks" the man answered checking the results.

"What?" that was not the time he calculated, he thought quickly, of course, the fucking broken condom. He'll sue the fucking condom company for their inefficiency.

"Yeah, that's what the results say," the doctor said confused.

"You'll carry my pregnancy?"

"No, I'll give all your information to the hospital's urologist, he'll take care of your case now"

"Okay... well, thank you very much"

"Your welcome young Styles," he said his goodbyes while the doctor gave him his results and the needy papers to make the appointment with the other doctor.

When he finished the formalities he went home, he only wanted to sleep and not wake up. Damn his luck, stupid Zayn for telling him to not worry. He took a cab and once he arrived at his bedroom he looked himself at in his full body mirror that was in a corner, he lifted his shirt and observed his belly, there was nothing different, nothing was showing, but he supposed that with time it would be showed.

Suddenly he felt an indescribable tenderness, he'll have a baby, he smiled widely and realized that was crying, it didn't matter if his mum and sister would be disappointed with him because he was young and finishing the prep, it didn't matter if Zayn's sisters will be furious or if Zayn won't want him anymore, he knew the last wasn't truth cause his babe loves him, even if he didn't say it often he always showed it, and the occasions when he did say it, were really special ones.

"You're doubly fucked Styles, you love that man and this little thing you're carrying of him too" he smiled again at his thoughts, now how to tell Zayn he'll be a Father, he grimaced "Fuck".