Falling For The BAD GUY

Chapter 11- Beautiful

August 20, 2001

We're now sitting in the living room hearing the guys doing freestyle and oh my god are they hilarious! Emma and I can't seem to stop laughing over the jokes and we have the best time. We drink a lot during the night even tho Im trying to drink as less as I can cause things always get heat up when I drink too much.

"yo Emma Naomi, you girls free next week?" proof now ask us

"Depends on what day" I say as my schedule is so tight lately.

"Thursday" he say

"Why what you guys up too" Emma now ask

"We have some show at New York and we thought you girls could come see how things go down you know then we can go clubbing"
Marshall now say

"Well I'm up for it but I know Naomi can't" she say eyeing me and smirking. I frown at her first and then I realized that I'm going out with Liam! Marshall now frown and look at me searching for answers

"Why?" He ask but I don't answer it's like I can't get it out of my mouth next to him

"Naomi got a date with some new guy she meet at work" Emma said still smirking and all the guys looking at me now. Marshall frowning even harder now but then give me a cold stare

"Damn N how old is he" swifty ask me

"31" I say shyly

"Come on girl what you getting shy for we can have a girls talk" porter say which make me laugh

"Ugh fine he's nice and good looking so I said why not." I now look up at Marshall to see him looking at everything except of me and I frown at that

"So you're gonna chose him over us" bizarre ask play offended and I laugh at him and shake my head.

The whole night we still having a lot of fun it's almost 2am and Marshall and I didn't talk too much that night..and it happened after Emma said I'm going on a date. Which is weird but now I'm just talking with Emma on random stuff when I see in the corner of my eye some groupie on Marshall's lap flirting with him and I get a wave of jealousy I don't know why. I see now Emma following my gaze to see what I'm looking at and she sigh

"Why don't you just be honest? at least with me." she look at me and I drop my head

"Ugh fine ok I kinda like him but I'm not gonna take this any further em I can't and I won't" I say which make here frown

"What why? We all see how y'all looking at each other since the day you hooked up. You saw how jealous he was when I told the guys about your date. Stop playing with each other and do something about your feelings" she say it all in my face

"No emma drop it. I can't. I'm not gonna embarrass myself for nothing. I just like him. That's it. Nothing more nothing less. Besides I have a distraction now." I say smirking

"If you had a distraction you wouldn't look at him with the groupie and get jealous." And I know she's saying the truth I just sigh showing here I don't want to continue this conversation. We now see that girl walk away from Marshall and proof go sit next to him

MARSHALL's POV:

"Sup dawg" I say looking at him

"Why didn't you go fuck her bruh? she was a hottie." He say which make me roll my eyes at him and I just look at naomi he follow my gaze and sigh "when you gon' tell her how you feel dawg?? I saw the look on your face when she talked about that guy. Do something now before someone else gon' have her" proof said and I know he's right I fucking know but I'm not good with all this love shit. I'm not saying I love her. Far from! But I really like Naomi. This month that we spend together and we got to know each other really made me feel things for her but I know she doesn't feel the same I know she can't feel shit for someone like me. And to be honest I looked forward to today just to see her. Not in the I wanna fuck her way in the i like you way and I wanna spend time with you . And it's been a minute since I had feelings for a bitch the last one was kim and I don't even wanna get into it. I don't want a girlfriend and that's why I didn't say shit to Naomi