Falling For The BAD GUY

Chapter 47- Need me

December 31, 2004

NAOMI's POV:

So it's been a month since I've seen marshall and I've been fucked ever since. He just got deep in my brain again. I couldn't stop thinking/crying about him after what happened in the club last month. That's just selfish of him to make all my feelings for him out when he hurted me so badly. And I fought so hard to get over him! He need to let me go! But it doesn't matter now cause as I said I can't get him out of my head. He stuck there, his words stuck in my brain.
'I need you' 'I love you'. God I hate him so much for doing this. But I felt so bad that I needed to tell him about the whole pregnancy situation like that...the second I said that I was pregnant he looked so overwhelmed and when I told him I miscarriaged he looked broken he looked so full of pain I could see it in his eyes. But After all of that I still love him. No matter how much I'll try and deny it it's the truth, I still love him. And I fucking hate that he made me realize that. Right now I'm just chilling at home watching some tv when I hear my phone go off
It's proof..

"Yoo nao" he yells and I laughed

"Hey proof baby, wassup?"

"I'm all good girl, how yo ass been doing?" I laughed again

"I've been doing good, and you"

"Been doing just fine girl. Look so you have some planes for tonight?" He asked and I frowned

"No why?" I asked

"Girl who doesn't have something to do for the New Year's Eve?!" He asked and I laughed

"I guess I'm just not feeling like going out" I sighed

"Well I don't care what yo ass feel like yo gone be at my place at 10" he said and I sigh. Cause being there meaning marshall's gonna be there

"I don't kno-"

"Don't give me non of that bullshit nao. You coming. End of discussion." He cuts me off

"But what about him proof??" I asked and got a little pissed

"He's not gonna come tonight" he said and I know that he's lying

"Don't lie to me proof" I said and sounded serious

"Yo I'm not fucking with you girl he got some shit with his girls tonight, said something about Whitney being sick" wait what? Who's Whitney?

"Whitney? I thought his Niece name was Alaina?" I ask confused

"Nah he got hailie and Alaina and now a new one" he said and I felt this pain in my chest. Is it from another woman or from Kim?

"So he got another girl pregnant?" I said and immediately regretted saying that

"What do you mean another girl??" He asked

"Shit" I said under my breath

"I'm just messing with you..I know nao..after you left the club Marshall literally broke down in my arms and told me..So sorry to hear that shit nao" he said and I felt the tears behind my eyes just begging to get out

"Yeah.." I said and sniff a little

"And nah kim got pregnant from another man 2 years ago and cause he left her when he heard she was pregnant Marshall adopted her just to have a father figure In her life you know" he said and I felt relieved all of a sudden.. I don't even know why it's not suppose to bother me..

"Oh I get it.." I said

"So anyway..yo ass is gonna be here tonight right?" He asked and I chuckled a little