Falling For The BAD GUY

Chapter 16- You dont know

August 30, 2001

MARSHALL's POV:

Naomi left the club 15 minutes ago and I feel like a fucking fool. I can't believe I fucked this shit up again! Why do I always gotta ruin shit? Why? I don't fucking get it. I regret sleeping with those 2 hoes. They're not worth losing Naomi man. While everyone is talking with groupies and laughing about shit I just sit on the end of the couch looking at my drink. That's when proof walk up to me

"She caught you didn't she" he say but I just keep looking at my drink and he sigh "I don't wanna tell you I told you dawg but...I fucking told you dawg." He say and I just give him a cold stare

"I don't know what is wrong with me dude." I say and sigh

"You really started falling for her didn't ya" he said with a smile

"Ever since the day with the pool I can't get her out of my head man and when I fucking get the chance to see her I fuck up" I shake my head and just sighed

"Bruh I don't know what to tell you. What you did was wrong and you knew it. Just leave man. If she really important to you leave the party now. Go to her hotel room and apologize" he say and I look at him like he's dumb

"You really think she gon buy it?! You know Naomi won't forgive me man. She's not playing those games" I sigh again and he just look at me

"Maybe you should go talk with Emma man. She's her best friend she probably gonna tell you what the right thing to do." He say but I don't know...I mean it's worth a shot but I just know she gon get fucking mad. I look at proof and shake my head while walking up to Emma

"Yo Emma can I talk with you for a minute?" I ask her but she just give me a cold stare and walk with me out of the room.

"Look I don't know what you did to piss my girl but I won't let nobody make her cry! I don't give a fuck how fucking famous you are if you going to break her heart I'm gonna cut your fucking balls off you understand me?" she say pointing a finger at me and I just nod.

"Look I know what I did was wrong I fucking know that and when Naomi decides to tell you I'm sure you gon get hell more pissed but..please Emma help me out here. She's important to me Emma. I like her a lot ok? And I know she like me too but I fucked it up real bad this time I don't know what to do to make up for it" I say and she look like she thinking.

"Even tho I'm fucking angry with you I'm gon help you out cause I know how much you mean to her ass so you better fucking appreciate it." She say and I nod again like to say 'thank you' "buy her flowers man. She always falling for a guy who buy her flowers and when you apologize mean it. Cause if you don't she gon see it right through you. Show her how much she means to you man. And if that shit won't work give her some time. Cause whatever you did hit her real bad" she say and I look down remembering her crying if front of me

"Thanks Emma. I fucking own you man" I say and give her a hug.

"I'm not doing this for you I'm doing this for her. Now get the fuck out of here." She say but smile

"I'm just gonna say bye to the g-" I say but she cut me off with her hand

"No no you go to the hotel" she give me her key "I'll let the guys know you took off" she say and I smile at her and hurry the fuck up to the hotel. I stop at some flowers shop and I can't believe I'm fucking doing this man. It's just kinda corny to me but if she said that's gon help then imma do it. I bought her white and red flowers and I hope she'll love them. After 20 minutes I get to the hotel and go to her hotel room. I'm just fucking nervous man I'm not good when it comes to this shit. I decided to nock on her door but she's not opening. I take the key Emma gave me and open the door. I walk up to the bedroom and I see her sleeping, peacefully. She's without makeup and I've never seen her so beautiful. I keep staring at her for a minute or so but then I walk up to her sit on the bed and remove the hair from her face and smile at her. Fuck you really falling for her man. that's when she wakes up when she figure out that it's me her eyes wind and she backs off

"How did you get in here" she said looking at me but then at the flowers in my hand

"Emma gave me her key" i say but I can't look her in the eyes

"Get out Marshall I had enough of your bullshit for one day" she sigh and about to lay down again that's when I stick out my hand to give the flowers. She takes them and look at me

"Thanks. But if you think flowers gonna make me forgive you you're absolutely wrong" she placed the flowers next to her and look at me waiting for me to say something and I just avoid her eyes "if you got nothing to say just leave Marshall."

"No no.." I sigh "Ugh I'm not good with this shit" I rub my eyes cause I don't know what to say "I'm sorry Naomi" i say but still don't look at her

"You can't even look at me Marshall. And sorry won't help you now. Just go" she sigh she about to lay down again but I just grab her arm yank her to me and kiss the shit out of her. The kiss is slow and intense it just feels so good kissing her and fuck did I wanted to do it all night. I brake the kiss and lean our forehead against each other and look her in the eyes

"I'm sorry" I said and she looked me deep in the eyes

"That's not enough" she said and I sighed

"Since the minute you left the club I regretted that shit. You don't know how much you mean to me Naomi you really don't know. and that week that we didn't see each other you was always on my mind. I know sometimes I can be a fucking asshole but that's just who I am and I can't control that. I'm willing to try but I can't promise you anything. Please just forgive me Naomi I've never chased a bitch like I do with you." I look her deep in the eyes trying to let her know I mean every word.

"You hurt me really fucking bad Marshall. And we're not even a couple. I just don't know what to do. I don't know what I want. The only thing that I do know is that I want you but I'm just scared after tonight. I haven't cried like this since my last break up." She say and look down but I pull her chin up again and remove the two tears that rolling down her check.

"I want you too Naomi. And don't think for a second I'm not afraid. I'm damaged by past relationships and I didn't see myself with another person again. I know I hurted you tonight that's why I'm here. I'm trying to fix it. So just please forgive me" I look at her but she still look down

"Marshall I don't know.." she sniffs one time and I make her look at me using my finger to pull her chin up.

"Naomi..please" I look so damn deep in her eyes and there's a moment of silence suddenly I see a small smile on her lips. She sighed and crawl up on my lap and stroke down my chin. She placed a soft kiss on my lips and looked down

"Ok" she whisper but loud enough for me to hear and I backed off

"What was that?" I ask her just to make sure what I heard was true

"Ok" she say louder follows with a giggle I smile at her and dive in to kiss her and she giggle against my lip and I now huge her floping in the bed and she rapps her legs around my waist. I hold her like this for 5 minutes and just enjoy the moment that's when she backs off and look me in the eyes. "Marshall you better not fuck this up" she say close to my lips.

"I promise you I won't" I say and kiss her. Her lips are so soft and inviting there's just something about her kisses that drives me crazy man. She break the kiss and yawn and I chuckle at how cute she is, she hits me in the chest and I pull her in so now she rest on my chest with her leg covering me. I lay my hand on her lower back and it's just now I realized she's only with underwear but I'm not gonna try anything tonight. I feel her drifting off and I'm about to get up but she caught me.

"No no stay here" she say with sleepy voice and I smile at her

"Just give me a minute" I say and take my clothes off. I slip under the covers and let her rest her head on my bar chest I kiss her head and smile down at her

"Sleep baby" I say and I feel her drifting off again after 5 minutes I'm starting to drift off too..