Falling For The BAD GUY

Chapter 67- Bad guy (last chapter)

Marshall's POV:

I sit in the studio. I think. I think about everything. I think my life. And as I think about them I remember of so many things. Good and bad times. When I was angry and when I was happy. Everything is flashing through my head. Its been 3 days...It's now 9am. I'm in no position to go to work so I simply don't go. There's a soft beat playing in the background. I try so hard to focus myself to try and out some work in the best but I can't. My mind is wrapped around one thing. One person. One woman. She's killing me. She is KILLING ME. My heart can't take that shit. I don't know how to deal with such a pain. All I do is for her. I want to get better for her! She begs me to try and get better and when I finally do she want to walk up and leave me. Like it some piece of shit. I need her in my life. I'm addicted to this woman people just don't understand. I can't live knowing she's going to leave me. I CANT live without her! But she already gave up on me. She made it clear. She's not staying. Just thinking about it make me break down in tears. I fucking need her. I NEED HER!! fuck this shit!!!
I walked up and got my car keys I took my car and drove to Emma's house cause I need to get her to stay. She can't leave me!!! As I got to Emma's house I stayed in the car for a minute. I look like a mess. My face is full of tears. I'm still with the same clothes from yesterday. I walk to Emma's door and knocked on the door and I see Emma and she frowned when she saw me

"Marshall are you ok??"she asked and I just broke down in tears

"Where is she?" I asked through the tears and Emma looked worried just then..I saw her. She looked worried as well. When she looked up and down at me she frowned hard. I just walked up to her and took her hand and dragged her to some room

"Marshall what are you doing???" She asked and I locked the door and just look at her

"You're not leaving me!!" I yelled and she frowned

"What is wrong with you??" She asked in panic

"You're not leaving me!!!" I yelled even louder now And i pushed her to the wall and stroked down her cheek "you can't leave me" I cried and I saw she got emotional too "please baby please" I literally begged "don't go" I said and closed her eyes as I stroked down her cheek "I know you don't want to leave me...don't do this" I was crying my fucking eyes out

"I have to" she said and I shock my head

"No no baby you have to stay here...with me" I said and smiled through the tears "right? You need me. You need me like I need you. You can't live without me like I can't live without you right?" I asked and I waited for her to agree with me "right?" I asked and a tear rolled down her cheek

"I can't live without you" she said and I let a sighed out "but I also can't give everything up cause of you marshall" she said and I frowned

"No. You can. And you will..cause you love me" I said and she started crying and I tried kissing her

"Marshall no" she said and turned her head away "we have to talk about this" she said and I shock my head

"We don't need to talk about anything cause you're not going" I said and she got away from me

"Yes I am Marshall" she said and I laughed

"No youre not" I said and she sighed

"I'm trying to make you a part of this. You don't want to Marshall! I tried!!" She said in tears now. "I'm sorry Marshall. I'm going and that's the end of it"she said and I shock my head

"No" I said and I never felt so miserable in my life. I never thought I would beg for a girl to not leave me. I never thought I'd act like this. It never happened before. "Baby please don't do this to me" I begged and got closer to her