Falling For The BAD GUY

Chapter 40- talk to me

November 26, 2001

So it's been a month since the last time I saw Marshall and words can't explain how much I miss him. We talk as much as we can cause he's so busy all the time. Going out is not an option anymore cause People always come up to me so is paparazzi. Next week I'm going to see Marshall cause he's having 2 days off and I can't wait to see him I really can't! Right now I'm on my way to Emma's house just to have a girls night. Yeah we talked about what happened on Marshall's party and we're back being friends. I now got to Emma's place and I nock on the door

"Hey girl" she said as she open the door and I hug her

"Sup baby" I said and kiss her cheek and get in the house

"How you been?"

"I've been good you know. I'm doing good at work they may give me premonition and I'm just constantly working so Im busy" I said and we go sit on the couch "how about you?"

"Proof and I broke up" she said and I gasped

"What?? Why??" I asked her cause they were so perfect together!

"It just didn't work. We were constantly fighting and yelling we were jealous as fuck and there was just no trust you know?"

"Girl I'm sorry. I thought you had a really good thing going with him" I said and gave her a hug

"Nah it's fine..we ended it on good terms so we are still friends" she said and I'm happy they're ended it this way

"I'm glad girl"

"So what about Marshall" she asked and I sigh

"It's just hard you know. I didn't see him fuck such a long period of time and I miss him more then everything"

"I bet it's hard. But don't worry girl..you gon see him next week right?" She ask and I nodded "well so you should be happy" she said and I nodded again but felt the tears in my eyes "hey hey why are you so down?"

"It's just." I said and sniff "yes I see him next week but then he's leaving again for 2 months! 2 full months and I don't know if I can handle it" I said and let the tears out "I really don't know." She brought me into a hug

"Girl you knew what it would be like. I really don't know what to tell you cause I'm sure it sucks."

"You don't need to say anything I don't mean to put all of this on you"

"Ugh shut the fuck up. I'm your sister that's what I'm supposed to do. Be here when you need me." She said and I hugged her even harder

"I love you em I really do."

"I love you too sis" she said and kissed my head...

MARSHALL's POV:

I'm in my trailer right now going over my lines and it's fucking hard man. It's fucking hard. I don't get so much sleep cause I'm working on so many things at once. I have my album I have the movie I have 50 cent on my back and I need to do the soundtrack for the movie. And on top of that I don't get to see hailie and Naomi at all. It's fucking hard. I went to the doctor yesterday and he gave me some pills for my sleep they actually work for now but let's see how it's gon be like in the whole movie Process. I hear nocking on my door and i tell who ever it is to come in and I see Paul.

"Em" he said and came up to me and I gave him a hand shake

"Sup Paul?"

"I need to talk with man" he said and when ever Paul say that I know it's serious

"What do you need man?"

"Look I've been doing some thinking with the crew and I have something to tell you that I know you gon flip your shit at me but hear me out."