Falling For The BAD GUY

Chapter 65- numb

Naomi's POV:

Fuck. What am I going to say to him now?!? I'm so fucked

"Naomi!" He said and got me out of my zone a little. I looked at him and I swallowed hard. I need to tell him the truth. As I took a big breath in I looked inside his eyes

"I didn't get fire" I just said. I couldn't bring myself to say this to him. I just couldn't

"That's it?" He asked. He looked suspicious and I just played like everything is fine.

"Yeah everything is great" I said with a smile and he smiled at me

"Told you there's no way they'll fire you" he said and I nodded

"Yep" I just said. I mean....how can I tell him I'm leaving after I promised him I'm going to help him? How can I do this to him??...

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Marshall's POV:

Me and Naomi just chilling on the couch watching some mtv...kim needed to do something today so we took Whitney hailie and Alaina and now they're just playing together. Well Whitney is sleeping next to us and there's something I love about seeing Naomi with my kids man...I don't know she just looks glowing when she's with them..when Naomi got out of the talk with her boss I could sense that something was off...she was that excited over not getting fired? I don't believe that. There's something she's hiding but I don't wanna start an argument...no matter what she's not telling me. After she told me what I did last night..I mean damn it I need to stop with that shit now. I know she's tried of me and today I even saw she wanted to leave me. I know she says that she's fine and that she can help me but I know her so well that I can see through her act. I know that she don't want to stay I know it's breaking her In any way possible. But she loves me...that's why she's staying. Any other woman would walk out of my life long time ago. She didn't. She stayed. She want to help me. She care for me she genuinely care for me. Now where can I ever find this kind of woman again? Nowhere. As I think more and more into how much of an asshole I am to her and how much she's suffering cause of me I tear up. She leaned on my chest with her back to me. I've been so goddamn emotional lately..the drugs have a huge part in it but it's just everything is so fucked up and I just can't get a grip over myself. Tears starting to roll down my face hard but I don't make a sound. I just bring Naomi as tight a I can to me and hug her so hard I saw her smile and she kissed my hand. I looked up and prayed the tears would stop coming down. This shit ain't me. I'm no goddamn pussy. But I also can't control it. Well I thought I did..guess I was wrong. As harder as I try to stop the tear as fast as they keep coming down. I broke down. Like literally broke down. Naomi immediately turned around and I covered my face cause I hated it when she saw me like this

"Marshall?" She asked and I just remained the same "baby what's wrong??" She asked and as I kept on just crying she hugged me. I hugged her back and cried to her chest.

"Fuck!" I said angrily and she brushed her fingers through my hair and it was so relaxing

"Why are you crying Marshall?" She asked and I just calmed down in her arms. She rubbed my back And hugged her even tighter. She was on my lap rapping her legs around my waist and I just hugged her. "Talk to me" she said and I looked up at her still with eyes full of tears

"Come here" I said and leaned in to kiss her lips and she kissed me still with a frown. "I love you" I said as I was think how beautiful she is. She cleaned my tears away and kissed my forehead

"I love you" she said and I smiled lightly. "Are you ok?" She asked and I nodded as I pulled her down so I could cuddle to her

"Yeah just got a little fucking emotional" I said as I laid my head on her boobs she brushed my hair and I relaxed in her arms.