me and her left the table and started walking down the little trail/path thing in this park. i remembered alvaro gave me her pens and pencils today, he told me what happened. he's just a dick because i get where she was coming from.
m: oh uh there's something in kai's car of yours y/n: what? m: pens and pencils? y/n: i'm confused m: uh in your calculus class alvaro told me he took your shit because you didn't share y/n: that asshole m: yeah tell me about it, but i have it i can give it to you when we get back y/n: okay thanks i'd appreciate that m: so did you have a good time yesterday? y/n: yeah i did actually and i was gonna ask if you would wanna hangout again m: oh really? y/n: yeah why not m: sounds good with me, did you tell alejandro? y/n: no why? m: weird feel like he's been giving me the cold shoulder y/n: why? m: hm just not really talking to me y/n: i'm sure it's nothing because i haven't told him m: yeah maybe i'm just tripping y/n: do you wanna hangout on friday? m: oh i can't y/n: oh m: yeah sorry.... how about saturday? y/n: yeah that'll probably workout m: wait how are we suppose to hangout in "secret" what was your excuse when we hungout yesterday? y/n: that i was studying at school m: so what are you gonna say on saturday y/n: i'm gonna ask melanie if she can say we hung out when really i was with you m: damn she'd be a real one for that y/n: were cool plus she likes my brother so she'll probably do it even more for me m: she likes ale? y/n: yeah m: oh cool
we were both walking with our hands in our pockets looking down at our shoes, five minutes after walking she started to talk.
y/n: oh can- she turned too look at me but i leaned forward and kissed her. i felt her lips press back again mine and she put her hand on my face. she pulled away and just had a blank look. i felt instant regret.
m: oh uh i- y/n: it's fine m: ... y/n: was that weird? m: i- idk it wasn't bad to me y/n: it just feels weird, we only knew each other a week and your my brothers friend m: come on y/n i'm mattia, your future boyfriendddddd not just "your brothers friend" y/n: oh god you're such a flirt m: haha but was i wrong? y/n: idk you tell me m: mm, oh let's head back before they get sus y/n: yeah you're right
we headed back to where we were and kairi and alejandro, typical we're making a tiktok. we accidentally walked in on it last second but moved.
a: where'd you guys go? m: uh for a walk since you two were talking a: hm i see m: yeah a: hm he turned and looked back at his phone
it was already 6pm so we all decided to call it a day, while alejandro was putting his shit in his moms car i went to give y/n a hug when he wasn't looking. i jogged back to the car before ale turned around. me and kairi we're driving off and waved bye to them. i told kairi what happened while me and him were in the car and he was shocked.
k: woah dude you were her first kiss m: what k: yeah m: wtf k: what? m: isn't that idk weird k: why is it weird m: because she wasn't my first kiss k: it's just a kiss m: well idk it just feels wrong? if that makes sense k: it's not that deep man it was just a kiss m: so she never had a boyfriend i'm guessing k: nope m: that's weird k: how m: because she's pretty k: well maybe you can be her first boyfriend ha m: yeah that's what i'm aiming for dawg
he dropped me off home and i went to take a shower and plopped on my bed ready to knock out. then i remembered i forgot to give her back her pens and pencils.
shit man
ah whatever i'll see her tomorrow. it'll be fine.
i texted her
mattia ik we just met but ur cute and i like u 😳👉👈
y/n i like u too
mattia damn i'm not cute
y/n u r <3
mattia let's go to the movies on saturday?
y/n yeah fs:)))
mattia bet bet i'll buy the tickets okay, let's watch that funny movie with ryan reynolds in it?
y/n yesss!! i'll pay you back
mattia no no my treat
y/n r u sure 🥺
mattia ofc, i'm gonna get sleep see u tmr🤩
alejandro pov:
i'm honestly just waiting for y/n to open up about her and mattia hanging out while she was talking to me. me and her were sitting in my room and she was just talking and talking but nothing about mattia. i went on live because she was making me bored.
user: who's that? user: why is she always around? user: one of the boys gf??
i started reading some things people were chatting about in the live and when i saw those comments i answered to clear things up.
a: so this is my sister i guess we don't look that alike to people but yeah and she isn't anyone's gf especially not any of my friends because that's never gonna happen. i'd beat the shit out of them before they date.
after 30 minutes of talking to peeps on my live i ended it.
a: ok get out y/n: wow a: what? you got something to tell me? y/n: pfft no i stared at her. y/n: weirdo, i'm gonna go shower a: yeah i was gonna too so don't take all the hot water y/n: yeah yeah a: wait before you go, mom and dad are gonna be gone on saturday and i wanna throw a party y/n: ew really a: come on y/n , new state means new friends and new opportunities to not be a downer so y/n: but they'll get mad a: they won't know y/n: yeah until shit gets broken, look how big this house is we can't watch it every second a: whatever i'm throwing it
before i got in the shower i posted it on my friends only snap to let everyone know. it was open invite because why not house is big enough and everything.
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y/n pov:
it's pretty late and i should probably go to bed but i can't stop thinking about me and mattia. it just feels like a fantasy. a amazing one. he seems sweet and i hope i'm it wrong about that. my first kiss wasn't that awkward... it was just unexpected but i'm glad it happened. i decided to drink some tea and just head to bed before i have a hard time waking up tomorrow it was already 2am.
