y/n pov:
i was getting a call right after kai dropped me off so i went to see who it was. it was mattia, hehe. when i picked up he sounded i don't know, mad?
m: hey
y/n: hi?
m: so what was that shit from earlier huh?
y/n: what??
m: dude don't fucking play stupid
y/n: tia what are you talking about
m: no don't call me that and you know what i'm talking about
y/n: but i really dont
m: "oh i can't hangout today" then you go and hangout with my best friend?
y/n: hes my friend too?..
m: that's not the point, the point is you said you couldn't hangout then you do some foul shit like that.
y/n: look i didn't even know me and him were gonna hangout it was last minute
m: me and you could've hung out last minute, you just always have these excuses
y/n: mattia wtf always have these excuses??? what's your problem right now
ngl i was feeling a little sensitive right now because he's been nothing but sweet to me and now he's being a fucking ✨asshole✨
m: kai this kai that, kai kai kai. you always wanna hangout with kai, what about me? why don't you ever ask me to do last minute hangouts
y/n: mattia it's not that deep he was at my house and then we-
m: wait he was at your house? wtf what for
y/n: he had tea
m: wtf i- i don't care that's so stupid
y/n: whatever at least i'm not wrestling with girls
m: huh?
y/n: yeah you know what i'm talking about
m: no i don't
y/n: that bitch from the other day you were at her house laughing it up with her and what was i doing? bored as fuck that you weren't responding.
m: oh amelia? i was at her little birthday thing it wasn't a big deal, i did that because she kept throwing shit at me
y/n: whatever
my voice cracked
m: y/n... it's not a big deal me and her have always been just friends you can even ask any of the boys
y/n: yeah right
m: no i'm serious, look if i liked her me and her would've happened already but it didn't
y/n: hm. nice, so you thought about being with her
m: what? NO, oh my god you're so dramatic
y/n: whatever bye
i hung up and started crying a little. he ruined a great day, i got to hangout with melanie, skate. then my best friend kai & we had great fucking cake pops and this asshole decides to ruin the night by calling just to be mean. i kinda just layed there feeling all type of ways & then alejandro walked in.
a: hey wanna w-
i lifted my head up a little to wipe my tears them looked at him
a: are you crying?
y/n: pfft no i was sleeping
a: what are you talking about you just got dropped off like half a hour ago
y/n: jesus okay just get out
a: no why are you crying
y/n: nothing!
a: it's because of mattia huh?
y/n: no..
a: yes it is i swear to god i'm going to KILL him
he yelled at started heading out the door
y/n: no stop! jesus christ what's wrong with you!
a: everything y/n! alright!
y/n:...
i just saw him come back in my room, breathe slow and calm downthen he sat on my bed
y/n: i'm fine alejandro god what are you gonna do be mean now
a: what?
y/n: yeah all you been is mean since we got here
a: that's not true y/n
y/n: yes it is?!
he just sighed
a: look. i- im sorry.
y/n: well sorry doesn't take back all the shitty things you do and say.
a:.. i know.
y/n: just get out
a: look. do you want to know why i'm so "mean" to you
y/n: it's not "mean" it's mean, but sure
he just stared at me.
a: when i was eight dad made me promise something. it was to always keep you safe and happy no matter the circumstances. whether it meant losing my friend or punching a guy. i do it all to protect my sister. i thought you'd know that by now.
y/n: that doesn't make sense because remember the gold matching bracelet i gave you in 5th grade
a: what about it
y/n: you stoped wearing it
a: i know it's because the guys i use to hangout with would tease me and say it looked girly
y/n: what happen to me being happy
a: oh come on the bracelet didn't make you happy, you stopped wearing it too.
y/n: only because you did
a: hm. well i'm sorry alright
y/n: anything else you'd like to confess.
a: um.
i just waited for a response.
a: no. that's all..
y/n: u sure?
