Howl (JunHwan)

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I don't know what to think and what to do anymore. All I can do is run into the woods and search for help.

I know I can't do this on my own no matter how I want to be strong. They're fighting for us and I can't just watch them being hurt because of me.

" Hyung!!!! "

When I left this place. I didn't know that I will go back with nothing. His cabin,  his garden, even his plants were all disappeared. So this is why he don't allow me to leave at first because he will disappear like this.

" Hyung!!! "

But I know he's the only one who can help me right now that everything gets worst.

I'm starting to lose the last hope I have. They're in bad condition , Yunhyeong is really in bad condition while Hanbin is still missing. I did my best yet I still failed and it all happened because of me.

He f*cking used me !

" I'm begging you hyung,  please help me. " all I whispered between my sobs.

" A wolf raised by a Merciless human crying and begging for help? " I know that voice. He's here..
" Something is wrong with this scene. "

" Hyung .." I stood up immediately to look around and found him leaning at a large tree. Smirk is visible in his lips while his arms were crossed in his chest. He's looking at me seems like he's aware in everything that's happening right now.

" You are the instrument and you must know that from the start." Those words were stabbing me but I have no time for this.

" Hyung please... After these happenings I know I don't deserve anything but please...  I-I badly need you right now or they will die. "

Father won't let anyone live. Won't let me live either... They don't deserve any of this. He has no mercy..

"I told you before, I am not allowed to take any part of these small issues. " He said and turned his back again.

" N-no...  Hyung no!  Please don't leave!" I pleaded kneeling while watching him starts walking away from me.
" Why did you save me at first?! You should just let me killed if it's against"

He stopped but still not turning to face me.

" Cause it was meant to happen.. And you're too weak to do your part." I can't  understand anything.

" what are you talking about? "

" You'll understand it soon. But you must be strong inside too. Now go back because they need you. " He said then turned to face me again.

" B-but you know I am not that strong! So how do I help?!"

" The battle is over. "

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Yunhyeong's scream of pain echoed as we removed the metal that was buried in him.

It will heal soon but still I'm worrying for him.

" You'll be fine. " I just said while running my fingers in his silky hair. His sweats are beading and he's still trembling due to severe pain caused by metal in him.

" This is not a pure metal. " Jinwoo beside me said as he scanned the metal we got from Yunhyeong's wound.
" This sharp thing is actually composed of another element which is Silver and we all knew Silver is one of our weaknesses. "

I can't clearly remember but I heard this in one of my dreams. I'm starting to think that my dreams were connected with what's happening and with white wolf hyung. Few days ago I remembered his cabin once appeared in one of my dreams too. Or I'm just over thinking.

I'm still thinking about white wolf hyung too. He's really mysterious, I don't know but it seems like he knew everything. When I asked him a help he told me to go back cause the battle is over and that's what I saw as I do what he said. That's when I saw Jinwoo hyung too who's helping me right now.

" Will he be okay? " I asked. This time I don't really know what will happen. I was raised from a family of scientists but father never let me learn anything about his work. Not even before he found out my secret. Mother didn't let me too and just taught me everything that a child must learn.

" I don't know either. " He just said while still looking at Yunhyeong who's really weak at this moment.

" You should take a rest. " I said as I patted his shoulder.
" I don't know how to thank you for helping us. I owe you a lot. "

" I'm doing this to save our kind. I won't let your group be like mine. " He said then smiled but the sadness in his eyes.. It's undeniably visible.
" We will get Hanbin back."

As soon as the name was mentioned, my tears fell down and I know I must do everything to get him back. I looked at them and I maybe too vulnerable at this moment especially seeing they're all wounded and that's because of me.

He pulled me for a hug as I can't stop myself from sobbing. This will be the last cause I must be strong for everyone.

" I know this is too much.. But still,  can you take care of them ? " He nodded as he released me.

" I don't know if I can still-... No, I will get Hanbin back,  no matter what. "

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Now that I know who's behind this. I already have an idea to where I'll find Hanbin.

I am not as strong as them but I knew the man who raised me too. This will be now or never.

I slowly open the door not wanting to make any noise and entered the room I used to sleep for the past few days. He's still in a deep sleep. My wolf.. I wanna kiss him but it will surely wake him up so I didn't. I just wanna see him before I go.

Goodnight..

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A/N : Few chapters to go..