He Needs Me (Wattys 2020)

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Why did I think it could be anything else, from the get go he told me he's going to break me and he did.

I allowed him to by admitting my weakness and crying in front of him, I let my walls crumble and took it further with him.

Oh fuck me I'm so stupid of course he doesn't care for me, I thought angrily.

Entering the apartment I turned to lock the door when the devil entered, his confident stride making me even angrier.

" Get out Andrei" I said clearly. Andrei ignored my words and headed straight towards the little living area, he took a seat on the grey couch.

" we need to speak"  he mumbled tiredly. Being around him only made me feel worse for opening up. I finally decided to drop the wall and the man on the other side laughed.

" no you need to leave" I grumbled stalking into the kitchen.

" Qalil for once fucking listen to me and sit down" his harsh tone resonated through the small apartment

" what" I stood still by the wooden counter ensuring space between us, he looked at me tiredly.

" I broke you"

"Rubbing salt on a fresh wound how thoughtful" my tone dripped with sarcasm.

"I won, your coming back with me" he spoke confidently with his hands intertwined. His voice only made me feel weaker, cause it's exactly what he did to me.

" there was no deal Andrei, yes you won but I will no allow you to try and fix me. I want you out" my words made him jump up from the sofa, he stalked towards me angrily.

Taking a step back I held my arm out to put some needed distance between us, if he gets close God only knows what I'll do.

" Your mine I told you!" again and again.

" I am not and you need to leave" the feeling of a panic attack had begun to circulate around my body, imagine, he saw me cry last night and I'd let him have a panic attack too, heck no.

His hazel brown orbs began turning black with fury, guys when I said his beard grows when he's angry I am not lying!

" as you fucking wish" he pushed my hand away harshly and strode towards the door. I almost let the panic attack take over when he turned, his eyes held nothing, he just flipped the switch. Like always.

" your going to need me eehira, and I won't be there. Your going to come running back and I won't help you" with that he slammed the already damaged door.

Oh fuck me, my back slid against the cold fridge landing me harshly on the ground. Why do I feel so empty, I shouldn't be feeling this he's gone and hopefully for good now.

He says I'll need him but would I really, the time he came to the woods and picked me up was his decision I didn't ask nor beg him to come. I would have got out of it.

I'm a strong ass women and I won't let him control me nor my thoughts. He's gone, I'm going to pay him back and get rid of him for good.

As the panic attack started to falter the main door opened again,  my heart jumped thinking it could be Andrei, I leaned my head to the side.

Jamal and dad ran through the corridor and towards my shaken body in the kitchen, thank God it's them.

" where the fuck is that motherfucker" Jamal growled in pure rage staring at my broken form. I've never been seen like this it must be worrying, gosh I'm so messed uppppp.

Grabbing his tracksuit leg I forced him to look at me, dad already squatted by my side worriedly. I have never ever seen Jamal this mad cause he always hides it from me, he always hid his angry side and protected me.

" Jamal he's gone for good, just leave it please" I mumbled, dad sighed in relief hearing those words.

" fucking bastard"

" are you okay baby" dad mumbled taking a seat on the ground, I leaned my heavy head on his shoulder.

" I will be, can everything just be normal"

" whatever you want"

Jamal sat on the other side of me, he grabbed his iPhone X for his back pocket and dialled a number

" Ty grab 2 boxes of pizzas and 3 chicken fillet burger meals........yeh sauces too.........Storms apartment"

And back to normal we are.

Hope you like it guys, there's more drama to come my Sugar piessss ❤️❤️❤️