Apartment below 2

Chapter 50

Sabrina

"Georgia!" I call as I stand in front of the audience in front of me. They scream, "this is bad time" I position myself on the stage where the dancers are,

"You never finish your glass, take a little sip and you're bored. Down in the apartment below, wouldn't even open your door. You said, it's a bad time for a good time, baby, a bad time. To many times I ask myself what did I come here for.."

I sung bad time for the first time, getting the exact reaction I wanted from them, they loved it. I finished my set, heading backstage to the dressing room josh sat in

"All done?" He looked up to me. I nodded, sipping my water and sitting beside him "you know..I'm really happy we are together..I thought it might be a bit weird cos it's so early on, but I really like you" he smiled to me

I almost melted into a puddle "aww josh! I..I.." I stuttered before being cut off by his manager coming into the room "we need to get you on" she nodded to him.

Josh stood up, kissing me quickly before heading out to the stage to perform his set. I touched my lips with my fingers, was i supposed to feel something?

Was I supposed to feel that hot, craving sensation? Or maybe the small tingly, firework like feeling? If I was kissing Peyton, I'd feel a mix of the both..it was almost unreal how he made me feel

And I was so comfortable, I made out with him the second time I met him, I would've let him take me all the way if he had stayed. Yet I'm struggling to stay in the same hotel room as josh

Because I'm not over Peyton? But I am. Or because I don't like josh? Because I think I do.

If you were really over him, Sabrina, why are you comparing the two? He's not in your life anymore, what's there to compare josh too? A person you once knew?

"Sabrina?" Ceci opened the door, taking a seat beside me "yes" I replied simply "how was tonight?" She asked, her face had a soft smile on it. "I loved it! They loved bad time as well..it couldn't have gone better" I reply

She nodded, "oh that's good! I'm glad your enjoying it...how was josh?" She changed the subject. I shrugged, "same as always..why.?" I question slightly worried. She shook her head, "no reason..just wanted to see how you guys are doing" she replied

"Ceci..do you think I did the right thing..saying yes?" I ask while turning to look at her. He tilted her head, "I think your using josh's presence to make up for someone else's absence.." she replied quietly

"Why does everyone keep saying that!" I groan annoyed. She furrowed her eyebrows "..who else's has said it?" She asked. I shook my head, "No..no one..me, I've said it to myself" I explain

"And I don't know how to stop.." I mumble "you need to talk to him Sabrina, one way or another you need closure. You left without saying bye, or letting him explain..you also don't know how he may be feeling" she sympathised

I shook my head, "No! It's like I said in bad time! It's so clear now, Peyton just had me kissing his floor while he sat there comfortably" I lie to myself, hoping that creating a monster out of him will help..