Chapter 44 (Embrace It)

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Louis Pov

I woke up; my friend was right next to me.

-       Maybe I shouldn't mention that- she said

-       Yeah, but… he is alive?

-       Fully, luckily for him, he just blew his cheekbone off, not his head- my friend explain- he was very nervous, and the shoot didn´t get his head, not collateral damage, just some reconstruction surgery- she check her IPad- He is fine now

-       Are you aware, there is a big group of people that has mourn the death of an extraordinary boy- I tell her getting mad

-       We are, but also Ashton it's a curious case because

-       He is a person!- I scream- He isn´t just a “curious case” he is an actual person that have a lot of family and friends that care about him and his condition, and all of them think he is dead!- I scream

-       This was a mistake- my friend shook her head

-       No!- I told her holding her arm- This is the truth, and I´ll do whatever idiotic test you want me to do, so I can at least see Ashton!

-       Louis, have in mind we only want Ashton's wealth, leaving him out the facilities in his condition would increase the risk of a successful suicide- she said concerned- You know what are some of his problems?- I shook my head no

-       He does not only have Stockholm Syndrome, he has chronic depression, low self-esteem, deep cuts on both wrists and PTSD meaning post-traumatic stress disorder- I cover my mouth, I wasn´t aware this could be so hard for him- You want to know the difference between you and him?

-       Yeah- I said

-       Your PTSD was normal, you process all your emotions, and although it's still hard and may have some scars, you come out of it, and in a few years, maybe you will be fully recover. Ashton, in the other hand, can´t process the emotions and remains in a psychological shock.

-       Can I help?- I said, feeling guilty for acting like a little brat, not acknowledging that I was lucky after all

-       As a matter of fact, you can- she told me with a comforting smile- For Ashton's treatment we are going to use a trauma-focused cognitive-behavioral therapy- she look at her IPad again- We are going to expose him little by little to events, faces and feelings that may remind him of the trauma, and try to change them into more balances thoughts.

-       Sounds complicated

-       It is, but everyone that was in that room needs to help, Ashton needs all of you guys- she then look sad- But, to help him you won´t be able to see Harry for a while

-       What do you mean?- I wanted to help Ashton, there was no doubt about that, but I didn´t want to let go of Harry

-       Harry is right now, what we like to call, the last step- she illustrates- this implies that when Ashton would be in a stable state, then we can insert Harry and his reaction won´t be a bad one

-       So, this means he is afraid of Harry?

-       No, it just means that the memory of Harry he have is, well… the last person he spoke with before dying

-       But he didn´t really die- I say still a little in shock

-       He is alive, and very well. His surgery came out successful, right now he is starting the therapy, but he just sees 3 doctors

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