Levi + Reader Oneshots

Levi + Reader - Scout Son

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Your hands shook from their place as you held the reins of your horse. Your eyes were glued to the back of one of the new cadets, worry filling your gut for him. Your son was currently messing about with his squad, his black hair swishing in the wind as he laughed. You made sure that it was neatly styled for today, just like he wanted. It was his first expedition and for some reason he wanted to look his best.

Levi Ackerman, 'Humanities Strongest Solider', was his father and your boyfriend. This was all perfect until (S/N) told you his dream, he wanted to be like Levi and joined the scouts the moment he came of age. You never stopped him from reaching for that dream but you remembered the feeling of your heart drop when you saw him among the line of cadets of selection day. Levi was also worried, but he kept that hidden. You were the only one able to tell it was also troubling him.

You and Levi had (S/N) very young and it was very much an accident, but you still loved (S/N) no matter what. You and Levi weren't even properly together when you found out that you were pregnant. You and Levi were still experimenting with a relationship and were sleeping together at the time, obviously, but it took (S/N)'s discovery to finally bring you together.

A hand on your shoulder snapped you from your thoughts. You turned and met eyes with Levi "he'll be completely fine, stop worrying. He's been training like crazy for this and is number 1 in his class" Levi gave you a small, concealed smile.

"You're worried too. I can see it all over your face" you teased "and I know... but I can't stop worrying for him, you never know what's going to happen out there"

"He'll be completely fine... I'm sure" Levi kisses your cheek and went over to his squad readying for the off.

That's what worried you the most. (S/N) wasn't in Levi's Squad or the squad that you were placed in. You didn't have enough power in the scouts to have him with you. Your pregnancy setting you back in your career. You weren't a captain yet, but you were in the commanders squad so you were still sort of high up.

Levi would have taken him on, but his squad was the special operations squad and your son, unfortunately, wasn't good or experienced enough. You couldn't keep and eye on him and neither could Levi, and that's what made you really worry.

*Time Skip*

The sound of horse hooves thundered around you. You had cut down multiple titans on the way, Erwin's formation working very well so far. It still couldn't take your mind from your son, and you had made a couple of mistakes that Erwin had picked up on but not mentioned. You were thankful that he hadn't said anything, but you could tell that your mistakes were staring to get on his nerves, the twitch of his massive eyebrow clueing you into that.

You jumped at the sound of multiple flares going off in the distance to your left. Your head snapped up and you looked over, they were in the direction of your son's squad. Purple flares, a serious emergency, and black flares, multiple abnormals. (S/N)! Your eyes widened in fear, your son was amongst that mess of flares, and from their colours you could tell that entire side was being decimated.

You couldn't help it, and it was highly against protocol, but you snapped your reins in that direction, turning your horse. You could hear your squad shout from behind you, but you didn't turn back, your son was in trouble and nothing could stop you from going to him.

*Time Skip*

You desperately searched the area, screams cut through the air as soldiers were eaten alive, but you couldn't stop to help them. There was only one person you were looking for... one one person you could save. You dodged titans that were reaching for you, your eyes flicking around the area, desperately trying to pick out the familiar voice or form of (S/N).

Finally, to your relief, a familiar, righteous, scream met your ears. You turned your head and your horse following true sound and eventually saw (S/N) he was flying around the titans cutting them down, he was clearly trying to save everyone. You felt a massive amount of joy and relief at seeing him alive, and pride soon followed at him trying to save all his friends, you raced over to help him and get him out of there. But you were too late, and that relief didn't last for long...

You watched in pure horror as your son went to make another pass at the seemingly prone Titan however as he got close the Titan moved, it turned quickly, so quickly that (S/N) didn't have a chance to change corse. A scream ripped through the air, from both yourself and him, as the Titan caught your son in his teeth.

It was all over quick, the Titan snapped his mouth shut completely a clear crack echoing around you, your son was cut in half. Blood flew coming down in large drops covering you and the surrounding grass completely. Your horse tripped as you weren't concentrating and you fell to the floor. Pain exploded in your shoulder as it hit the floor first, but you didn't care at all. You rolled over and looked to where you son was.

But your son was no longer in the titan's mouth, the top half of his body had been dropped to the floor and a few feet away from you, you were in so much shock that you couldn't move. You were frozen just watching the unmoving body of your now dead son, you couldn't even cry, only watch in silence. Your mind had gone blank and a high pitched ringing had started in your ears, loud rhythmic thumps coming through in the background.

It was defiantly a Titan, you knew that, but you still couldn't move "(Y/N)!" You heard a distant familiar shout.

You looked into your son's cold dead eyes and they stared back, unmoving and unblinking the permanent emotion of fear now stuck on his young face. You looked at that face that reminded you so much of Levi, that young face that was once full of life, you were too late and you had paid the price of your sons life. Why wasn't I any quicker? I could have saved him... I should have made sure that he was in my squad, I should have been more forceful with Erwin, I should have been more forceful with him and not let him join the military. I should have... I could have...

His body was blocked by a massive hand that was reaching for you, but you still looked in that direction, completely ignoring the hand that was reaching for you. It was so close, but it didn't get to you. Strong warm arms wrapped around you and the hiss of wires sounded as you were carried away. Finally, your body and mind gave up sending you into complete darkness.

*Time Skip*

You first felt a seeing pain in your shoulder, and confusion hit your mind. Where am I? What's going on? You thought. Your mind was drawing a complete blank, you looked around noticing you were in yours and Levi's shared bedroom. That mental block was staring to get on your nerves and you were desperate to clear it.

You frowned, thinking back. You were on a mission, your son was as also in that mission and it made you nervous. Flares came from the left, purple flares, black flares, you remember abounding your squad to race for your son. Your son was in the left where all the flares were sent up, you had never pushed your horse faster, than you found your son flying around the titans and then...

Your mind finally clicked and you let out a loud piercing wail, it echoed off the walls of your bedroom and filled the HQ, tears fell down your cheeks as your covers your face with your hands. Pain filled your soul; you heard the door to the connected office open, but it couldn't stop your wailing. Hurried footsteps made there way over to you and you felt the bed dip.

Strong arms wrapped around you, ones that you recognised from the mission and ones that you recognised as Levi. You felt a wet face dig into your neck and arms hug you tight to him, through the hug you could feel him shaking and you finally looked at him through your tears.

His arms released you so that he could wipe away the tears that were running down your cheeks, his warm arms slowly beginning to clam you down, but it couldn't stop you from shaking. Your breath stopped as your eyes met Levi's, his eyes were red and his cheeks lined with tears, similar to your own face. It was a look you never thought you'd seem on the man, but it was understandable, you'd both lost your son and with him went all your joy.

It would be difficult for you both, but together you'd push though. Even if there would always be a hole in your heart.