Please

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Please hold me, but don't touch me

Please be near me, but don't get too close

I'll burn you

I can't control it 

This rage 

This hate 

This...sadness 

It's tearing me up inside

It's eating me alive

Do you see the bite marks that it has left?

Have you seen the chaos within me?

A tornado could never compare.

The worst disaster lives here.

Please listen to me, but plug your ears 

The sounds are ghastly. 

My heart is breaking.

My soul is splintering.

Glass shattering could not compare.

My reflection is just as broken.

It shows me who I am.

Who am I?

What is real?

Where is here?

When will you leave? 

Why am I here?

How do you find love in chared remains?

My heart is barely recognizable to me.

My soul is a cracked shell of what it used to be.

There's no hope for my future 

And yet, you stay,

In hopes to being brighter days,

Even when I ask you to go away.

It's for your own safety.

Please stay away!

But not too far,

I still need you. 

Please just hold me, and I want you to touch me .

I can try to contain myself,

If only for a moment.

But it's too great!

The flames are burning bright.

It's burning me alive!

The choking smoke is closing in.

Soon it will carry me in the wind.

This fire burns with a swiftness,

Leaving behind ashes for memories.

Please come close, but do stay away.

For your sake,

I will not take you with me.

There is no room in this dark pit for you.

But you can't see yourself without me.

I'm no good for you!

I'm barely any good for myself.

Please....

I , I need you.

I don't want to be here.

But if you're here then I'll stay.

Please just...

Please

Hey yall!! I told you you'd get an update this week 🤣🤦🏿‍♀️

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Hey yall!! I told you you'd get an update this week 🤣🤦🏿‍♀️. Do better sis! And how are you? Hope you're well 🥰

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HAPPY JUNETEENTH yall. We still have a lot of work to do but I'm certain this year, it hits different 😅

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