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in where jaemin is a teacher at a dance studio, jeno is going to be a vocal coach at the building next to jaemin's, and renjun is a barista at the café they hung out at.
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oi oi oi
this is the only book i can rant in so
anyways, i was just going on my phone n stuff, no big deal
and this dumbass decides to format her SD card, and basically i formatted it to only work on my device
and if i format it, it deletes everything on my SD card...
here i am with no linlin, denise, renjun and yeosang pictures to feed me and let me go on my day to day life 😭😭
i'm at a place where there's no internet so yay ig
oh you can carry on
— • —
renjun woke up on the couch, with jaemin and jeno on either side of him, deep asleep. he yawned as he rubbed his eyes and reached for his phone right on the desk in front of them.
"1:29 AM", was displayed on the phone screen. he widened his eyes as he realized what was happening. he slept at jeno's house.
"ah fuck" renjun muttered, carefully getting both boys' hands off him. he would stay, yes, but his bladder would probably explode in any minute.
renjun sighed. "shouldn't have drank all that coke earlier"
luckily, he knew where the bathroom was. jeno told him and jaemin beforehand.
the problem was, his bladder could explode at any minute and he really needed to run, but he might make too much noise.
fuck it.
he dashed towards the bathroom, finally sighing in relief. he flushed and went outside, slowly this time.
nothing could've prepared him for the sight he saw.
jaemin and jeno were kissing, hugging each other for warmth, and repeatedly pecking each other's cheeks.
to say renjun wasn't jealous was an understatement.
he realizes his feelings faster than anyone does, and he knows all the symptoms of falling in love. erratic heartbeat, crimson cheeks, wanting to cuddle that certain person into oblivion and wanting to be with them every second of their life.
he felt those with both jeno and jaemin.
he wasn't jealous of one or the other, he was jealous because he couldn't be sandwiched between them.
he could only watch from afar.
tears threatened to fall from his eyes as he looked at them longer. he realized something.
he realized that he will only be in the sidelines, no matter what he does. he won't be sandwiched between them, he won't be a part of them, he will only be the third wheel.
and he accepts that. they fell in love with each other first, anyway. the only thing he could do was to be happy for them. if he couldn't be one of them, so be it.
he quickly wiped his tears and entered the living room like nothing ever happened. instead of sitting between them like he did earlier, he sat beside jeno, but he sat near the edge so that they would still be in their own, little world.
jeno was making grabby hands at him, but he only smiled at him and closed his eyes.
