𝔼𝕣𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥? [ON HOLD]

37

Today.

Today was the day.

Where my silence would be broken finally.

Currently I was in my room putting my uniform on, my surgery was later at night. But I would have people accompany me before they put me under.

The thought of being put to sleep and not being able to wake up on my own scared me.

I slept well with the option that I could wake up whenever I wanted with a little force. During this it would be taken away from me. Alone, the thought scared me.

I tied my shoes and got my pad and pen to put in my uniform pockets. This was hopefully the last day I would have to use it.

I could be permanently injured during this surgery though.

They could accidentally damage my brain, or destroy my voice box. Both had happened during this surgery before.

I open the door to my room and head downstairs to where Papa and Dad were. They were sitting in the kitchen eating breakfast.

Papa was at the stove while Dad was on his phone, taking a call. Probably from Uncle Nezu.

I grab a bowl and the cereal. Setting it down on the counter before going and hugging Papa. I guess he could feel how scared I was this morning because he wraps his arms around me almost immediately.

"ཡཏศ₮ཛvཛཞ ཏศ♇♇ཛསຮ ₮๑อศƴ ར ʆ๑vཛ ƴ๑ມ ฅƴ ຮཡཛཛ₮ ๖ศ๖ƴ ʆརʆຮ." I snuggle myself into him further and then release so I can eat and leave for school.

"Lily? Want me to drive you today?" I hear Dad from the table. I just walk into the room and nod silently, a smile on my face.

Soon after, I finished my food and grabbed my backpack, my last nights homework and studying materials inside.

I hop into the car and Dad starts driving towards the school. My leg bounced in nervous anticipation, I hadn't exactly slept well last night. And that was putting it nicely.

I kept having a memory dream.

It doesn't sound so bad at first but all I kept dreaming about was when Hand mans quirk activated and this whole mess started.

I blew out my own voice and didn't even think to cancel his quirk. Stupid. I know. I was so useless..

The dream entailed his words, what his face looked like so close up to my own, his disregard for human life, his stance and motives.

And last of all, his smile.

It was clearly pained but it also held a sadistic side, he was there obviously because All Might was his main target. I was just an extra that didn't matter.

Dad parked the car a street away from the entrance, I got out and gave him a fake smile and wave. Trying my best to hide how tired I really was.

I continued on my way to school on foot, Dad had told us yesterday about something, though when I tried to remember it, the answer just wouldn't come to mind.

I walked through the large gates and made my way to my class. Opening the door I'm met with a few different people, all of which looked like they were preoccupied.

All except my "brother." He smiled my way and then made his way to me.

"Morning Lils! I just wanted to make doubly sure that the surgery was today, it doesn't exactly feel real." I gave a fake breathy laugh.

Yes. Today is the surgery. You said you were coming with me, though I need to find Bakugou.

"Bakubro? He's sitting over there.." He pointed towards the ashy blonde on the other side of the room.