𝔼𝕣𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥? [ON HOLD]

99

I wake up and the first thing I see is Katsuki's resting face. Peaceful and unbothered. I smile lightly, the warmth radiating off of both of us addicting. I move to plant my head in the crook of Katsuki's neck, he was still asleep but unconsciously adjusted for me to be more comfortable in his arms.

I didn't want to wake him just yet because he looked so peaceful, but I knew that if I didn't tell him why I had gotten so stressed, it would come back and bite me in the butt later on.

I poked his rib and watched as he flinched away, I snickered and did it again only to get the same reaction.

"Katttt, wake uppppp..." I complained, my stomach rumbling as I pushed his shoulder a little. A little huff of air escapes his lungs and I see him gradually open his eyes. Looking at me with bitterness.

"What?" He grumbled, his voice raspy and low.

"Fooood-," I feel a tickle in the back of my throat, wanting to get rid of it I begin wheezing and coughing sporadically. An abrupt shift in weight in the mattress made me question what was going on.

"Fucking hell-... cmon Lily," I feel the beginnings of gentle stroking on my back, I coil in on myself and try to take even breaths, focusing on the rubbing as it was a physical contact that was steadying.

Slowly but surely my convulsions calmed down, although they left an uncomfortable spiky sensation afterward, Katsuki seemed to relax. I yawned and made grabby hands out to my boyfriend. "I want food..." I said softly, weeping about the unfilled pit in my tummy.

"Fine," He said with a grumble in his voice. I squeaked happily and shut my eyes again. He shifted me around from holding me in front, to position me on his back, making sure my hair wasn't caught on something before heading out.

"We're stinkyyyy," I giggled.

"Yeah, and you're going to go take a shower while I go take mine little shit." I laughed and rubbed my eyes, trying to make sense of the world around me.

"Why am I so tired?" I muttered the last part with a large yawn, "And why aren't you bothered?" He just sighed and threw me onto my bed, making me bounce from the force and impact. "Why didn't I just fall?" I questioned.

"Shut up," He gave a breathy chuckle before leaving me to my own devices. My heart lifts a little and I snatch my bathroom essentials and head into the girl's lavatory.

Making timely work of my shower, maybe rubbing a little too hard on my wrists accidentally, before ultimately getting out to clean the reopened scars.

The medkit in the bathroom was filled with bandaids, gauze, ointment, and wraps. I wanted help, so I put on my clothes, and carried the box over to Katsukis room.

"Kats? Are you in there?" I knocked on his door, receiving no answer I knock again. "Cmon, I accidentally rubbed too hard on my arms and I need your help..."

The door opened and a concerned face poked out, red eyes looking over my arms and the medical box in my hands before he let me in.

"Dumbass, why'd you do that?" He pointed to my arms as he sat me down on his bed, starting to grab out gauze and ointment.

"It was an accident, I swear," I promised. He raised an eyebrow but didn't comment further. He dumped some of the ointment onto the gauze and making me flinch and hiss as it made contact with my cuts.

"Why'd you walk out?" He asked, making my heart drop, I guess I kinda deserved this since I might've piqued his interest last night.

"Umm, well... when I was fighting one of the villains he showed me traits of myself that... I didn't exactly want to remember."