*i tried to give her parents different names, but Ross and Rachel just works sorry hahaha*
Me: um why would I stop talking to Ashton?
Luke: why would you keep talking to him?
Me: what?
Luke: I'm serious Maddie, what are you planning to get out of all of this? You have two completely different lives, be realistic
Me: stop avoiding my question, why do I need to stop?
Me: are you jealous or something? Hahaha
Luke: sure, I think you're a cool girl
Me: I meant are you jealous of me, lol. You knowwww Lashton
Luke: what
Me: oh nevermind, you two are so uneducated
Luke: you're weird hahah
Luke: so are you gonna stop
Me: not until you give me a reason why I should! Then I will think about it
Luke: I love you, it's me you want to talk to, not him lol
Me: nice try hahaha (srsly I'm freaking out on the inside)
Luke: ugghhhhh this is hader than I thought it'd be
Me: is HE Lke being different BECAUSE OF ME? Like in a bad way?
Luke: no
Me: well what is it!?!?
Luke: I can't tell you
Me: I can't tell if you want me to stop texting him for personal reasons or to help me
Luke: a bit of both
Luke: I have something on my phone that would convince you to stop talking to him
Me: omg ur nudes?
Luke: lol no, but I know about yours
Luke: ugh ok I shouldn't have said that
Luke: Maddie?
Luke: I'm sorry, but I'm serious text me instead sweetheart :)
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Today's Christmas.
Cue the ugly elves and repetitive carols in the background.
Ashton and I have barely been talking lately. I'm always the first one to start the conversation which is annoying. We'll say hi, ask what's up, and then "forget" to text after that.
I miss him and I hate myself for it. He obviously doesn't miss me. He may not even like me for all I know.
The truth is, I don't trust him anymore. Between the FaceTime call and what Luke said, I've become a little more...suspicious. Luke basically told me that he's seen the picture I sent to Ashton. And I don't understand. Ashton told me that he didn't, but I guess he's lying about that too.
So, here I am laying on our couch underneath a mountain of blankets. It's pretty damn cold here in Colorado, around -9 degrees. My dad was worried that I was cold and just scavenged the house for anything warm. He brought me blankets I didn't even know we had. Every time he'd find one, he'd just throw it on my face and I'd laugh.
This is why I love my dad.
"Maddie, your dad tells me there's a boy you're talking to," My mom says as she sits on top of my legs.
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fanfiction :: ashton irwin
FanfictionIn which a fan introduces Ashton Irwin to the world of fanfiction. © 2014 webby | bonnaroo