Ever had feelings that seem.. manipulative? Controlling over your own mental health?
After so many... tries. I hate my life too many times.
I never felt so... guilty to lie, and bitchy.
I feel clingy.
I feel like I shouldn't be there at times. I feel like I ruin the fucking mood in discord.Each time I see love, I break down.
Memories of too much I know of is fucking Heartbreaking.
I don't wanna rant.But I wanna try and confess. But I know I'll be an attention seeker.
I wanna leave, never be found again. I wanna just to abandon life, it fucking feels terrible.Am I just a wanting, stupid bitch?
Yes. Yes I am.
I should've stayed in that fucking hospital, otherwise I should've aimed the knife where my heart was.
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Fanfiction➼ ------------------- ➼ love is short forgetting is so long pablo neruda ➼ ------------------- ➼ [24/05/2020] [cover created by me] [read guidelines and warnings before continuing] [completed, please do not request] ...