Make Me Believe (ASHLEY 4) ☑

Chapter 19

|Chapter|19|Truth|

Paikot-ikot, pabalik-balik lang ako sa paglalakad, di mapakali, habang panay ang pagtagis ng bagang at pagtulo ng luha ko.

"Ate calm down nahihilo na ako-"

"Light." Sabay na saad ni papa at kuya kay light.

The three of them were here, hindi alam ni mama ang nangyari dahil ayaw ni papa na ito ang gumawa ng hakbang para maghigante sa umatake sa amin. If papa is dangerous, mama is more merciless. At gusto kong ako mismo ang papatay sa leader nila at hindi ang kung sino lang.

I groan as I held my head high and my hands are on my nape, and my tears just wont stop coming out. "Fuck.." I cuss as I letmy tears fell and didn't bother to dry it up.

"Beauty you need to calm down. He'll be fine." Papa said with his very soft voice, I can feel that he is trying his best to make me feel better,and its rare for papa to act like this, and I should be happy but I just can't!

Nag-ring ang cellphone ni kuya kaya nagpaalam siyang lalabas muna para sagutin ang tawag na galing sa asawa. Si Light naman ay nagpaalam na  bibili muna ng pagkain para sa akin, while papa stayed.

Mahigit apat na oras na akong nandito sa labas ng operating room pero wala paring lumalabas na doktor! And this is all just fucked up.

"Fuck those bastards!" Galit kong asik at sinuntok ang pader na nasa gilid ko, nakita ko naman ang mabilis na aksiyon ni papa para sana lapitan ako pero bumuntong hininga nalang siya at umupo ulit ng maayos.

"Beauty, we can-"

"Please leave pa, I wanted to be alone." Sabi ko habang nasa dingding lang ang mga mata ko.

I heard him sigh before walking towards me, he kissed me on my hair. "We're here Ty, papa is here. And if you want to face it alone then I'll let you, but I will not promise that we'll do nothing for you, lalo na ang mga kapatid mo." Sabi ni papa bago siya tuluyang umalis.

Now that explains why my brothers excuse themselves, huh?

Bumagsak ang balikat ko ng hindi ko na marinig ang yapak ni papa. Sa totoo lang? I need someone to hug me and tell me it's gonna be fine, pero nasa peligro ang buhay niya ngayon! And I know this is all my fault! If I push him harder out of our business edi sana hindi siya aatakihin ng mga kalaban namin! If I didn't let him be our family lawyer edi sana wala siya dito sa hospital natu!

"Im sorry..." I whispered as I let myself cry.

Please God, I know I'm one of the demons here in your land, but please save the man I love, I know I don't have the rights to say this but please grant my wish... grant it please. I know I kill people, and don't even listen to them when they beg, but please... save him. And I am such a thick faced creature  to request but please if this is a punishment ,spare him from it, and let me suffer, not him...Save the man I love, god please..

We are at the private operating room of J.A Hospital, this is made for us, Papa and lolo gee are komapdres so they made a deal. Kaya kampante akong umiyak ngayon dahila alam kong walang nakakakita kung gaano ako kahina sa mga panahong ito, this is the purpose of it. At ang mga family doctors lang namin ang  nakakaalam sa lugar natu, Doktora Lyean, doc jupiter and doc Aj, and they were the ones that are operating Rogue inside with two other assistant nurses.

My phone rang at wala sa sarili ko itong sinagot. "Who is this?"

"Hello my dear niece..." he sounded serious

Nagtagis ang bagang ko. "What the hell do you want?"

"That's not the right way to greet your uncle, my dear."