Love Or Marriage which is greater.
An unhappy marriage or a happy relationship...
Being bind to unhappiness or breaking rules of society..
DIFFICULT TO SAY-- RIGHT OR WRONG...
Shehnaz was running her errands in the kitchen, worrying more and working less.
" Hayee tai... Chole sahi hai naa. Taste kiye na aapne. " She asked anxiously for the nth time.
" Bitya.....idhar aa ...beth. " She dragged and forced her on the mini dining in the kitchen. " Sun aab, Tu ye sawal hazar baar puch chuki hai aur hum keh keh kar thak gaye hai ki tujhse aache chole puri koi bana hi nahi satka. Sahi kya bahut ache bane hai. " Tai reassured her cupping her face in her hands.
" Hmm" She hummed and sighed. " ..aur Tai halwa. Hee bagwan maine usme shakar dali bhi ya nahi. " She gasped and stood up with a jerk slapping her forehead.
" Shehnaz... Chup chap beth. Hadh hai ise ghabra rahi hai jaise tu nayi naveli dulhan ho aur teri pehli rasoi ki rasm hai. Kitni bar banati hai..phir bhi.." Tai exclaimed sternly making her immediately sit back on the chair.
" Bitya... Hum ek baat puche. Sach sach batayegi. " Malti Tai asked her holding her hands in hers.
Shehnaz nodded nervously.
" Baba...aur tu. Sab. Mera matlab hai ki... " Tai began hesitantly and stammering. Sana blinked her eyes indicating her to speak further.
" Matlab jaise ki aaj tu chike ( sneeze) ja rahi thi aur unka dhyan bhi nahi gya. Tu samaj rahi hai naa...." She said stuttering still beating around the bush for her to grasp the conversation.
" Kya tai aap bhi. Ranveer ko bas fikar jatani nahi aati... woh bhi ese sabke samne toh bilkul nahi. " She said faking a smile.
" Bache .. Fikr jatai nahi jati, pyaar karne wali ki aakho mein apne app nazar aa jati hai. " Tai said giving a pat on her cheek. Shehnaz inhaled a deep breath at it.
" Umar ke sath sirf budhapa nahi aata . Sabse jyada aata hai ko woh hai anubhav. Zindagi ka, rishton ka. Tune kuch kaha nahi....par humari umar hi baccho ki khamoshiyo ko padhne wali hai. Hum sirf itna kahenge bitya, rishton ko sirf koshishen hi bacha sakti hai. Tu koshish toh kar. " She said softly.
Shehnaz closed her eyes to prevent her eyes from spilling the tears. " Kya karu tai. " She said opening her eyes. " Koshish. ".
" Sabse pehle toh darna band kar. Baba tuje kha thoda na jayege. An- bun toh hoti hi rehti hai. Kabhi tu ladegi toh kabhi woh. " Tai said chucking but it made shehnaz heart drop to her stomach. " Teen saal ho gaye bacha. Aaj tak tu office nahi gayi. Woh kehkar jata hai aur tu bhi humesha lunch bhijwa deti hai ".
" Isliye.....Chal aab khadi ho aur jaa tayar ho ache se. Tune sab bana toh diya hi hai, main aabhi pack kar deti hu. Aaj tu lunch lekar jaa baba ka. Jaa jaldi. " Tai said pulling her up the chair and pushing her to move to her room.
" Nahi... Tai acha nahi. " Shehnaz began only to bhi interrupted by an excited tai. " Humesha yahi kehti hai . Kya acha nhi lagega, malkin ho uss office ki, haq hai tumhara. Jao aab. " Tai said with finality in her tone pushing her to move.
Koshish..... She thought and finally nodded.
Shehnaz stood in front of her open closet with a lot of questions running in her head. Whether she should go or not and what to wear if she is going....being the two major ones. After finally deciding on giving it a try and go, she focussed on finding the answer to her second question. She smiled and picked up an simple yet elegant mauve saree .
ओह! यह छवि हमारे सामग्री दिशानिर्देशों का पालन नहीं करती है। प्रकाशन जारी रखने के लिए, कृपया इसे हटा दें या कोई भिन्न छवि अपलोड करें।
