I have been in the park for around 15 minutes and there's still no sign of Alex. Well, is this a prank? It better not be. I am not able to figure out how did I piss him off with a simple phone call. It's so not like him. I try calling him but he doesn't pick up. I decide to give up and talk to him later. I have work too. Plus I am not able to walk properly. Maybe he did it too rough. I think of yesterday's night. So beautiful and mesmerizing. So much emotions were involved. Or was it only me? But today it feels like something is going to get wrong. It's a gut feeling. Whatever it is, I need to face it. Now it's not the time to back away.
I decide to wait for 10 minutes more. What if he suddenly comes and finds me missing.20 minutes has passed. Ugh! I cannot wait any longer. As I was about to exit the park, I see the headlights of the car and I know it's Alex's. He parks his car near my side. Rolling the window he gestures me to come inside. I obey and sit on the the passenger seat.
"you made me me wait for 25 minutes..."
"Listen, I don't have time for this" he cuts me off mid sentence. I stared at him with a sad expression, my lips forming a small pout. Whereas he was void of any emotion. What has happened to you Alex.
"me neither, but why do you look so mad at me, have I done anything wrong... Yesterday's night was so good. I thought something is going to change.. But in a good way. I-"
" Stop blabbering Elena". He looked at me with angry eyes. His voice was very sharp. I could sense he was boiling inside.
We looked into each other's eyes. Shaking his head he gently took my hand, and rested it on his thigh.
" Listen lena. Whatever I am going to tell you is not..""Come straight to the point Alex. You are scaring me now"
He takes a deep breath. " I-I am sorry Lena. But I cannot be with you."
And there I lost all my hopes.
What have I done wrong?
Why this sudden change of attitude?
Am I not good enough for him?
Have I changed myself just to be rejected by him?
Have I become worthless in his eyes?Before I could question him, he explains further.
"Trust me I have tried so hard. But I cannot accept you as my girlfriend. I cannot commit to you. You have been a good friend of mine. You made me forget about Vira, but I cannot see a future with you."Did he use me as a rebound?
He can see my unshed tears. He gently cupped my cheeks with both the hands." You must be thinking why this sudden change of mind, that's because I cannot give the same love back to you. I know you love me, I have always known. But I can never. Doesn't mean I have used you"
He pulled his hand back." Alex, is there something else you aren't telling me.. I can see it"
" yeah. I d-don't know whether you will like to hear or.."
" TELL" I finally raise my voice.
" It's because of Alison... We have been hooking up behind your back.. C'mon, we were not even together. I did not cheat"
So all this because of my sister. MY SISTER." Early in the morning before you woke up, I got a call from Alison asking about your whereabouts. She said she wanted to talk to me in personal. Since you were asleep I thought of going to her and know the matter. We talked for sometime and soon I found myself tangled in a bed with her. It wasn't the first time. The day your parents went to attend the function, I wanted to come talk to you. But then met Ali and after having sex, I went through the back door "
Now everything made sense to me.
" what I am trying to tell you is, I had this hidden feelings for her. I don't even k-know how to explain. But after sleeping with her today, I cannot lead you... "
" It's ok. I understand " I did not understand but I cannot bring myself to listen any further.
" Please drop me at home. I need some time. Then things will get figured out "
He nodded and drove. We were silent the entire time. When I reached my home, I couldn't even look at him. No kisses this time. No sweet words. I got out of the car and slammed the door. I couldn't hold any longer and burst out crying. Alex must have seen, but drove off leaving the dust flying.Running, I went inside my room, locked it and slid to the ground. I brought my knees near and hid my face in it. And the water works started again.
How could he do this to me. Did these 2 months meant nothing to him? He treated me like one of his one-night hookups. But I cannot hate him. I cannot even say that he cheated on me. He was never mine to begin with. But he told the truth before we got serious. If he is happy, then I don't have any right to spoil it. Because I love him still..
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Twisted Destiny...
RomanceElena Rossie, a sweet and simple girl. A seventeen year old who lacks the ability to make decisions. But very confident and strong willed. She believes her crush, Alex Winters likes her back. But what happens when after giving her hope for a relatio...