LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO

49.Soaked in love

The way Sana lie down in my lap ,her hair falling loosely all around me. I absently stroked her hair and she made a sound like a pleased purr. I bowed my head and kissed her forehead, I doubted that she knew how much I was wrapped around her little finger . There wasn't much that I wouldn't do for her. I have been trying to keep her safe and happy all her life and I had always expected that she would tell me anything and everything that bothers her as of now that is the only thing I want from her . It seem like I have never ever felt this way for anyone else in my entire life except for my family and now I can say that she is very well a part of my family . I like the thought of me being the last thing that she thought about before she fall asleep. Sometimes I knew that I was lucky that she fell for me the same way that I had for her and realize that before I had the courage to give name to what the feeling I have for her, this could have been really difficult if she hadn't.

We were both staring and the sky in the silence and were drowning in our own thoughts. I wondered vaguely if she had enjoyed our first slow dance together as much as I had . I had been so nervous for some unknown reason my palms was sweating and my heart was printing out in my chest . I tried to play it cool but I wasn't sure if it worked. I had never in my 41 year of living ever slow danced with someone worth sharing a slow dance with it. It sounded harsh considering that I had been in relationship with more women I can count but I just didn't feel anything like that with anyone else. ever . Now that I had the opportunity I had been breathless. I had to grow a pair to just get up and offer my hand.I felt her soft warm hand take mine . Little tingles run up and down my hands, fingers and arms. It was really distracting. Concentrating on my own breathing was becoming hard enough.

The first early morning rays begin drawing and I saw goosebumps rise on her arms . Pulling her up to a sitting position, she scooted closer so that I could wrap her completely in my warmth. Hidden rooster called out into the early morning, "last night was amazing" she mumbled I smiled and try to ignore the warm tingles in my stomach at these words. I kissed her forehead and hug her tighter. "I know, I wish we could be like that more often though" I muttered , I felt her head nod against my chest in agreement, absently my finger press up and down on her stomach through the light fabric. I felt her stomach rise as she took a deep breath and let out almost decisively. She stood up and looked at me with her brown eyes which was burning in a weird kind of fire. I knew that look. She had talked herself into something big.

She got up and stood in front of me in her full height and asked for my hand , she held out hers as I took it in mine and followed her into the house. I closed the door behind me and locked it with one hand." Sana, are you okay?" I asked cautiously. She was acting strange. I felt her hand tighten on mine and she led me to our room . Her eyes burned into mine, " remember how I was skeptical of coming close to you after the fake pregnancy thing" she asked and I nodded. " It was because I was afraid that you won't love me as you love me now " she continued and I frowned and was about to tell her otherwise but she interrupted me , "I know, I was stupid, and I am not afraid anymore" she said softly and advanced on towards me. As I reached out, I heard a click , she had turn off the lights behind me "Are you sure?" I asked tentatively.

I felt a pair of lips against mine gently "I trust you" she said into the stark silence. I nibbled on my lower lip. Suddenly I wasn't sure if this was the best idea. In the semi darkness I could see her face, there was no breaking her will at this point. I covered her mouth with mine again and I closed my eyes against the darkness . I felt her take off my jacket and throw it on the floor carelessly at my feet . A warm light filled the room and with gush of heat on my stomach I opened my eyes. I felt weeks of lustful need begin to break free. I slowly pulled off her dress savoring every inch of skin that glowed in the early morning rays. She was looking mind blowing in a nude lingerie set . She casually ran her fingers through her hair to free her face from it . This was such a simple movement yet it was so natural and so erotic at the same time , somehow it took my breath away. I slowly walked towards her closing the few inches of distance between us and pressing my body completely to her and ran my fingers up and down her spine feeling the goosebumps rise on her body and her breath quickens, I took my time and kissed her neck sucking on the skin just below her ears and then unhook her bra, she stood there as shirtless as me and I looked at her admiring her body ,she took off my pants and continue to undress me as I continue to stay in awe.I gently pushed her on to the bed and glided my hands down her body to my heart's content. "I am glad you trust me again" I whispered against her ear although there was no one around us to hear us she smiled and pulled off the underwear