To Love My Broken✔

Chapter 18

Zira's POV.

What the heck have i gotten  myself into... shit..shit..shit

"You had one job young lady get information and leave but you had to save the day THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM AVÁ? He scolded.

"Firstly, never talk to me in that tone again know your place"i warned.

"KNOW MY PLACE? I SHOULD KNOW MY PLACE?" HE SCREAMED.

"Exactly, I told you didn't i? I'd 've helped if you were in the situation too".

"Zee,we're as close as siblings but what about him do you see him in that same way? Do you?  He asked.

"No, i....

"You what Zira... you don't see him as a brother nor a friend then what ? He yelled.

"Quit yelling..i helped him and others so what ? I don't recall saying i needed lecturing from anyone, if i help out it's my problem to take care of, so why get all worked up ,it isn't your problem or is it? I've had enough of this conversation stay out of my business  i replied harshly.

"I'll stay out of it, I'll call only for the necessary, I'm sorry i cared but a word of advice ...quit lying to yourself okay ....it would only make things worse" he said calmly.

"If i ever find another bug on any car again it will be brutal"i changed the subject and be choked.

"It's for your own protection " he said

"The fuck did you say, protection where were you all when we needed protection huh, now you call it protection, where the fuck were you all when we had to take bullets, a date and a mall and now you want to protect me why? The pity party isn't required. I snapped.

Knock..knock Zander said coming into the study with Xavier, could it be true aghhh no way in hell will i  have zero feelings for him.

"It's for your protection zi..

"Who the fuck are you talking to.. Zara, do i look like someone who gets manipulated easily, if you really care then butt out"and zander gasped.

"Zee, i didn't mean it that way...

"So how did you, toy with me and get your way around, bitch if i find one more...just one more you'll be next".

"Do you take them for fools Zee?he changing the subject.

"Do you think they don't have brains to think and realize you're not some average girl, do they look like empty skulls to you? He asked he's making some good point in a shitty manner.

" No they don't, they've got brains and they'll figure out sooner or later who you are, do you think they will be safe once they know? No they'll probably be killed within days" and i stiffened.

"If you really care for them stay away from them take em out of the picture before they're in it alright, stay safe" he finished.

"Always". I said ending the conversation.

Now i've got to deal with questions, Christ i need a shower i reek of drinks and sweat and a proper goodnight sleep if i can have one.

"Are you busy Zee? " Zander said sitting on the couch.

"Nah, just need a shower and I'll be good, need anything?"i said waving him off.

"You've got a cool place on your hands , but its so black thought you'd like you know pink colors like the rest" Xavier said sitting on the next couch.

"Do you take for me for your one night stands who prance around looking like barbie ? I snapped and he flinched.

Geez Zira take a chill pill. I need to calm down there was no need to snap unreasonably.