A true mother

chapter twenty-one

Amy picked Lyndy up And hugged her tightly.

"I love you so much" said Amy with tears in her eyes.

"I love you too "said Lyndy.

Then she saw the tears in Amy's eyes.

"Are you okay mommy "? Asked Lyndy concern.

" yeah I'm okay i just missed you "said Amy

" i missed you too"said Lyndy smiling.

"Can we go inside? It's kind of cold out here" said Luke.

"Yeah we can go in" said Amy..

Then she put Lyndy down.

Lyndy's face when she got up down was one no one had ever since her make

" whoa Lyndy what is the face"?asked Luke.

" I can't tell if it's a disappointment anger or straight up sadness" said Amy.

"'I think it's all of the above "said Ty laughing..

"what's wrong sweetie " asked Amy.

"I wanted to hold me more "said Lyndy.

Amy then picked Lyndy back up.

"Is that better "? Asked Amy smiling.

"Yes "Lyndy said smiling..

Then the family went into the house.

That night.

Amy was putting Lyndy to bed.

" mommy are you still sad "? Asked Lyndy.

"What do you mean sweetheart "? Asked Amy.

"Daddy said you were at the hospital for sad people.

" Daddy's right I was really really sad but I'm a little better now" said Amy.

" only a little better" ? Asked Lyndy.

" yeah this isn't the kind of said you can cure with ice cream" said Amy..

" did I make you sad" ? Asked Lyndy.

" no it wasn't you at all mommy brain It's just sometimes tells her really mean lies" said Amy.

" is there anything I can do to help" ? Asked Lyndy..

" you just keep being your cute happy self okay" ? Said Amy kissing Lyndy's forehead.

"Okay mommy "Lyndy said smiling.

"Have a good sleep sweetheart " said Amy

"Good night mommy "said Lyndy.

"Good night sweetheart "said Amy leaving the room and Softy closing the door behind her.

In Amy and Ty's room.

Amy walked into her and Ty's room to see Ty sitting on the bed.

"I hate myself " said Amy sitting on the bed beside him.

"Talk to me "said Ty giving Amy his full attention.

" you didn't have to tell the kids " said Amy.

" they asked where you were it was age appropriate don't worry' said Ty.

" age appropriate or not now Lyndy thinks she's the reason I'm depressed when in reality it's just me being stupid" said Amy..

" what would you rather I told them" ? Asked Ty.

" nothing I'd rather you told them nothing they're kids they shouldn't have to worry about stuff like this" said Amy.

" okay I'm sorry" said Ty.

" hey guess what I found out today" said Ty excitedly.

" what you officially won a better wife" said Amy.

" Amy" said Ty firm enough to where Amy knew that he was asking her to stop but gentle enough that she knew he wasn't mad at her.

" okay I'll try to stop" said Amy.

" don't try do" said Ty.

" like I said I'll try" said Amy.

" what did you find out"? Asked Amy.

" you don't have to have your ovaries in your body to be able to carry a child as long as we freeze the eggs first before the surgery we can do IVF" said Ty smiling.

Suddenly Amy got quiet.

" honey what's wrong" ? Asked Ty .

" do you see what you just did there" ? Asked Amy.

" know what" ? Asked Ty.

" the IVF comment you say you love me and did you love our family the way it is yet you're still trying to find a way for us to have another baby that's the kind of thing that makes me feel like crap like I'm not good enough for you because if I were good enough you wouldn't need anything else" said Amy.

" oh my God I'm so sorry Amy" said Ty mortified.

" it's okay just please don't bring it up anymore" said Amy.

" okay I won't I promise" said Ty.

" oh Amy one more thing" said Ty.

"What '?asked Amy.

" you are enough for me if all I had was you and Lyndy I'd be happy i promise you "said Ty.

To be continued written by kaelyn