FOREVER MY GIRL

PART - 4

While I was in my thoughts, someone kept her hand in my shoulder. I smiled finding Nandini sitting beside me. Her smiling face clearly shows that she has done great inside.

"How was it?"

"Just great.", She answered back to me. I thanked God for her.

"Kitne log hein andar?", I asked.

"Char...matlab tin jan toh interview le rahe hain, sayad PR department se honge. Aur bohot ache bhi hain... Mujhe toh bohot achi aur asan sawal puche.", She said smiling.

"Aur chuatha kaun hai.", I am just praying her answer not to be him. Yes, I was here for him but I wasn't prepared to give an interview infront of him.

"Chill yaar, Sidharth nahin hai ander.", she understood me even before my speaking, "unke ek aur business partner nahin hai...jiske sath wo social media pe photos bhi post karte hain. Tune dikahi thi mujhe do teen baar."

"Aditya Sinha?", I asked.  As a fangirl I used to follow him on his social media but I never liked to spend my times on social media, so, I used to follow him from my fake accounts. And I knew, Aditya is a dear friend to him...

"Haan, Wahi hai ander."

"Acha, phir sahi hai.", now I was relaxed... At least I didn't have to give an interview infront of him otherwise I will definitely faint there due to my nervousness.

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I came out of the interview hall and found an impatient Nandini waiting just few steps away from the hall.

"All went good, na", she asked and I just hummed in response. The last half an hour was just surprise for me and still I haven't properly survived from it.

"It's ok, if the interview went not well, don't take stress now.", That's when I realised that my stress and shock was clearly visible on my face...and the reason, just don't think again...

"He is there inside.", I can see the same surprised look on her face which was may be on me a few times ago.

"Par jab mein gayi thi to wo nahin tha."

"Abhi the."

"Kuch kaha, I mean kuch hua kya ander", she questioned me to which I only shake my head in a negetive manner.

"Interview acha gaya na, usse dekh ke nervous toh nahin hui"

"Nahin, interview acha tha.", I saw her thanking God.

"It's ok, may be he didn't recognise you...tune hi toh bola tha ki tujhe Shehnaaz ke naam se bachpan mein koi bulata hin nahin tha, sab Sana ya Princess bulate the...to kese pehchanta wo.", Nandini was giving logical reason but I haven't prepared myself today to face him and now I am feeling more restless. I can't wait here anymore and there is also no need of it. They have informed us that we will get the result in evening by email.

"Mein bhayya ko call kar rahi hun.", I called Raj bhaiyya to pick up us. He told me to reach here soon although he was at an hour distance from here.

"I am going to washroom.", I said to Nandini who is talking to Neha di on phone.

"I am also coming", she said keeping her phone on hold.

"Nahin, tu Neha di se baat kar. Mein ajaungi. Tension na le..", I know she never let me go alone anywhere but it's just washroom and I can manage myself. After a lot of manaoing session finally, she let me go alone to washroom...she over loves me, I know...and somewhere I felt blessed to be over loved by her...

I was still in the thoughts of incident happened a few times ago.

An hour ago...
I entered the interview hall after seeking a permission. There was a big oval table, three people are sitting their and I took the seat infront of them and I look towards my left only to find him standing their, his back was facing me...but how can't I recognise him...even I can recognise him from his back. But Nandini said that he was not present in the interview hall...then, what he was doing here.

I looked straight before him turning towards me...I can't make look to his eyes, they are captivating for me...even his photo can captivate me and here he is in real in real bone and flesh...I can feel my heart beating fast behind my ribcage, maybe, it's trying to come out...

"Good afternoon, Miss Shehnaaz Gill", his voice confirmed my little doubt of that person being him or not... He iss.. Si..Sid... Sidharth, who else can be have that dominating deep voice.

I have not wished them back...I was just looking at the man sitting infront of me asking me some question when I was not in a state of mind to say anything... I can feel a pair of eyes from my left gazing me intensely.
But you have to. Only if you want to keep yourself near your bestfriend...your donut...your life...your lo...may be...you have to be your real self here...just forget his presence here to keep feel his presence beside you for rest of your life and it's may be your one and only chance...and what about your six years dedication... , my mind warned me...and the next moment I was back to myself with more strength...he is my strength not my weakness, I felt myself strong enough. I took a deep breath before answering all the questions asked to me one after another.

"Can you find the error in this program?", Sidharth said forwarding a laptop towards me which I took without looking towards him... Yes, in whole these times I never dared to look towards him...a simple eye-contact can be harmful for me, now...

I focused myself towards the pc, my favourite thing to do is programming and I engulfed myself in it...it's a little hard but not impossible...I felt a strong cologne hitting my nose...he was standing just behind my chair, that close that I can smell his frangnce, how I composed myself at that time only I know...I tried for almost 10th times and it is...yes, a small smile came across my lips...I gave the laptop to the woman sitting infront of me with a satisfactory smile and all of them checked it and smile across their face gave me the indication of my success...

"You can go now and will be informed result in evening by mail.", I thanked them before coming out but all in these a pair of eyes are gazing me intensely making holes through out my body and I didn't dared to steal a single glance towards him... I know I behaved little weird...but the situation is out of my hand. I spent more than half an hour with him but without looking at him for once.

Walking towards washroom all I was thinking is about him... I so badly wanted to see his face for once, atleast for once but I simply can't look upto his face. I know if I would looked towards him then, I can't take my eyes off from that handsome face, that deep black orbs, that flings of hair on his forehead making his face more cute, his little stubble in his face making him look more handsome...so, for better I chose not to look at him at all.

I was walking towards washroom and suddenly I felt some force pulling me and in the blink of an eye I got collided with a wall or Pilar...or something like a strong wall to which my nose got collided giving a little pain and to my surprise the wall has same odour which I felt from Sidharth when he was standing behind my chair...but how can the wall pull me, my mind snapped. In all these, my hand reached to my nose to rub it to sooth the pain and a hand reached there replacing my hand on my nose in next second and rubbed it slowly...oh my God, that wall is Sidharth, I mean he pulled me and I got collided to his chest... Is he that strong that my nose got hurt colliding with him???

Mangaan ae hi duavaan main
Channa tu mainu mil ja..
Tenu na bol pawaan main
Tu aape hi samajh ja..
Mangaan ae hi duavaan main
Channa tu mainu mil ja..
Tenu na bol pawaan main
Tu aape hi samajh ja..

Saamne baith ja, takda jaaun..
Akhiyon mein teri, gum ho jaaun..
Mujhe dhoondhe na phir koi..
Mangaan ae hi duavaan main
Channa tu mainu mil ja..
Tenu na bol pawaan main
Tu aape hi samajh ja.......
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Yaar pls mein new hun aur agar aapko meri story sachme achi lag rahi hai to agge apni friends ko bhi recommend karo...aur sachi likhne mein bohot time lagta hai to bas 2s leke star button bhi press kardo..

Pls comment ur views and tell me what r u thinking about Sidharth's character till now???still I haven't written about him any thing phir bhi kya lag raha hai apko kesa hoga wo story mein???

Thank u for reading
Chandni