A Wife's Tears(Book 1)

Chapter 38

R-18 SPG

When the photoshoot is done hindi na uli ako lumabas ng hotel room namin. Bakit ni Aziel sinasabi na anak ko sa labas si Akiel sa labas hindi niya ba nararamdaman ang tinatawag na lukso ng dugo. Ipinilig ko na lamang ang aking ulo at nakipaglaro saaking anak dito sa loob ng hotel room.

Gusto na ni Akiel lumabas ng room namin lalo na si Monica dahil gusto niya ng may makasama na hindi plastic sa pamamasyal at hindi daw ito nag-eenjoy sa mga modelong kaibigan. We have model friends and we know that they are backstabbing us so wouldn't hang out with them that much kaya maraming galit saamin.

Two days na akong nagkukulong sa hotel room na ito at five days na si Akiel. Si nanay Gena naman at ang manager namin ay two days na din na   wala at umuwi sa kanilang mga pamilya. Momshie manage many model and some artist but he loves to be with us everytime.

Tita mommy:
Your Aziel is not around because his model girlfriend? is gone already.

Me:
Are you sure?

Tita mommy:
They are there currently topic.

Tita mommy:
Can you go out now and Akiel? Akiel wants to go out. And he said that he is like a prisoner in your hotel room.

Napabuntong hininga ako at tinignan si Akiel na naglalaro ng cellphone. I am bored here actually but I can't risk anything now. I am very much afraid that Aziel might found out and he will get Akiel. Akiel is my life now he is the reason why I want to live I wanted to see him grow up.

Me:
Magbibihis muna kami tita mommy at bababa na rin kapag tapos na kami.

Tita mommy:
I'm excited please be hurry.

"We will change out clothes now Akiel. We will be leaving this room now. Can I take my phone now" he nodded and he smiled widely.

"Thank you mommy I love you" natawa na lang ako ng tumayo siya sa kama at pinaulanan ng halik ang aking mukha.

"Let's change your clothes now can we?" Tumango ito at nagpabuhat kaya binuhat ko ito na.

Bumaba kami ng matapos kaming magbihis. Magkahawak ang aming kamay ni Aziel at baka mawala ito kapag binitawan ko. Tinawagan ko muna si Monica para tanongin kung saan banda ito pero no need na raw dahil nag-aabang na daw ito saaming pagbaba.

"Thanks God at bumaba na rin kayo" I rolled my eyes" I miss you baby"I rolled my eyes again kinurot na naman nito ang pisngi ng aking anak.

"Tita mommy we did see each other an hour ago" natawa tuloy ako at inirapan naman ako nito.

"Let's go na nga. Do you want to learn surfing Valencia? If you don't know this is the surfing capital of the Philippines"

"We know it tita mommy we are not ignorant" singit naman ni Akiel.

"I know how to surf now Valencia if you want to learn I can be a baby sitter of Akiel while you are still learning"

"Surfing is not necessary tita mommy and I am now a mom I want to focus on my child" sagot ko rito habang patuloy pa rin kami sa paglalakad.

"Yes it is not but you can have hobbies naman atsaka hindi naman ibig sabihin na may anak ka na ay hindi ka na pwede magkaroon ng hobby" I just shrugged because I wanted to focus on Akiel.

We didn't do much we continue walking until we see a souvenir stores and buy anything we like. Akiel also chose what he wants so I did pay for it. Ako rin ang nagbayad ng kay Monica dahil wala naman itong cash at hindi nakapagdala at ako ang mahilig magdala saakin ng cash para handa ako kapag nanghingi o nagpabili ang anak ko.