A Wife's Tears(Book 1)

Chapter 44

"You never once my mistress Valencia" naguguluhan ko itong tinignan.

Alam ko naman na naging kabit niya ako noon ng hinayaan ko na may nangyari saakin kahit na may karelasyon siya. At bakit sinabi nito ngayon na hindi ako kabit.

"What do you mean Aziel?" Magkasalubong ang mga kilay na tanong ko rito.

"I and Angelica that time we aren't in a relationship. I never love Angelica it just for show so you will get hurt Valencia. And I am sorry about it. Lahat ng mga nakita mo at narinig mo noon at drama lang namin ni Angelica. I am very sorry because I really wanted to hurt you" tumango ako.

"Okay" nagdadalawang isip kong sambit dahil hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin buo ang tiwala ko kay Aziel.

I think he can blame me for not trusting him. He should earn my trust first before I finally gave up and trust him with all my heart. We both sighed. It broke my heart when he hugged me and like a seven year old kid he cried to his mother like I am scolding him.

This giant over hear knows to cry and I don't know but I feel like I am one of lucky girl in the world because my man just cry while hugging me. This is  the one that I imagine and dream for. The feeling in fact is overwhelming because a guy doesn't show their weakness like crying just to anyone.

The girl he show his weaknesses must be special. I hush him while caressing his back and whispering. He keeps saying sorry even though he ask forgiveness for a lot of times already. I know that he very sincere.

"I love you" he said still hugging and he stop crying.

I didn't reply kaya mas naramdaman ko ang pagyakap niya ng mahigpit saaking katawan. Malaking tao si Aziel kaya I fell so small by his hug. I still love Aziel and I think hindi ito magbabago dahil ngayon I realized I love him even more.

"My best friend Ie want to meet you" i laugh very hard by hearing his friend name.

The beautiful and sexy model doesn't deserve that time for goodness sake. A beautiful woman like her must have beautiful name as her. His eyebrows furrowed and his lips form a smile.

"Screen name or real name?" I asked him when I stop laughing.

"Real name baby" tumango ako.

"Let's sleep Aziel please and please stop using cigarette already" he nodded.

"I will try but I can't promise" tumango lang ako.

Hindi naman kasi madaling bitawan ang bisyo o kaya tigilan ito. Pumasok na kami ni Aziel at inilock ko ang pinto sa balcony. Nauna na itong pumasok naligo ito. Hinintay ko itong matapos. Umiwas naman ako ng makita ko itong lumabas na hubad ang taas at tanging tuwalya lang ang nakabalot sa kanyang katawan.

Parang scene lang ito kanina ng lumabas ako ah. Natapos na ito at nahiga. He is wearing a boxer right now. Tumayo ako at naglakad patungo sa kanyang direction.

Without asking permission humiga ako sa malapad niyang katawan. He didn't ask. His smell invaded my nose. So he is using the same perfume from six years ago.

He caressed my back and he started humming. I fall asleep quickly because even though I am not in a comfortable bed but being with his chest I am very much comfortable and I feel safety.

Nagising din ako dahil sa sikat ng araw. Hindi pa ang mga ito gising at wala rin akong balak na gisingin ang mga ito. Naligo muna ako para at pinatuyo ang aking buhok. I applied lotion in my skin and I did my usually routine everyday when I am in a vacation in the beach.

Today I decided to wear a lose shirt and underneath is a maroon two pieces. And for my short I decided to wear pekpek short. I know people of the Philippines is still conservative but I am in a beach I think I wouldn't be judge by wearing it.