beside you | wroetoshaw

part twenty-eight

i felt so embarrassed, i had brought my boyfriend out to spend time with my friends and maybe get along with some of them but instead he goes and does this. even worse in-front of freya who absolutely hates him.
i was crying into josh's arms as freya was on the other side of me trying to calm me down, i swear i was being treated like their child or something.

"it'll be okay, he didn't deserve you at all" freya said to me, rubbing my back slowly making me feel less worse

i looked up at her and weakly smiled, she wiped the mascara that was dripping down my face off and tried to get the tears away from my eyes as best as she could.

out the corner of my eye i saw jamie starting to walk back upstairs, must of been looking for me but harry - who was standing just top of the stairs - seen him as well.

"fucking twat" i saw harry mouth as jamie walked passed him.

"what did you just say" jamie said turning around to harry, must of hearing what he said under his breath

everyone stopped talking, moving, and drinking to see what was about to happen. jamie got right up into harrys face, even though jamie was taller than harry he didn't seem to fazed by him.

"i said you're a twat mate, you're fucking kissing girls down there while your girlfriend is up here crying her eyes out" harry said shaking his head and looking at me

"what, like you were any better mate? that's why she's came back to me every-time, right emilia " jamie said pushing harry slightly and looking at me, but while jamie was turned away harry threw a punch at him making him fall over.

immediately i stood up and ran towards the two, knowing jamie would start something serious now that harry actually stood up for himself and me. but as i got there jamie had already gotten up and pushed harry again, causing jj to step in and start fighting for his friend

"no, no stop" i shrieked, not wanting to ruin people's nights, especially jjs but i got pushed back by the boys who were trying to stop it

after trying to look over heads for a few minutes and seeing nothing i saw a security guard come and grab jamie from the boys and practically throw him outside. i felt my nerves risen when everyone turned around to me, to see my reaction to all of it
as soon as i locked eyes with jj i burst out crying, making him come over and give me a hug.

"i'm so sorry for this, it's your night and i've just ruined it" i said in the hug

"don't be stupid, it's not your fault. it's that dickhead, he made you feel like shit so many had to do my thing innit" jj said throwing up gang signs and laughing making me laugh slightly at his silly ness at this time

"but are you okay?" he said being serious, putting his hand on my shoulder

i nodded my head, giving him a pathetic excuse of a smile.
he gave me one more hug and left me to get another drink, and after that performance he definitely deserved it more than anyone.
i sat down, by myself, taking in what just happened and trying to to not burst out crying again. that was until i felt the seat dip next to me.

"you okay?"

i looked up to see harry with a worried look on his face. i nodded my head and hung my head down again, playing with my nails

"you're not" he said bluntly

"i know, but how can i be after that" i said quietly, not wanting to admit it to myself

he huffed and wrapped him arm around my shoulder, bringing me close to him

"i'm sorry" i he resting his chin on my head

"for what" i asked confused, looking at him

"well everything" he said, getting nervous and jittering

i didn't reply, i just rested my head on his shoulder and grabbed his hand placing it into mine.

"don't leave me again, i can't live without my bestie" i joked breaking the serious tension between us

he laughed and ran his free hand through his hair, slightly tightening the grip on my hand

"i don't think i could" he mumbled, almost quiet enough that i couldn't hear

"but you have" i said looking at him and smiling, his face dropped and he dropped his head down but i brought his face back up to reconnect our eye contact

"but i have as well, so we are even" i giggled causing him to smile back and wrap his arm around me fully bringing me into a hug

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