love letters ~k.akaashi~

~prolouge~

-edited may 26, 2021-

you had first met akaashi when you were 6 and he was 7 years old. you were immediately smitten by his beautiful green-blue eyes and his black hair. you had known yourself to fall in love easily, your crush in kindergarten proved that.

every time you had a crush so intense, you write love letters. granted, the one from kindergarten is a little messy cause i mean well...you were 5, handwriting was a little messy for you.

you had talked to akaashi. you shared crayons, your bentos his mom and your older sister, alisa, would pack you every day for lunch, drawings you two made. and that's when you developed your crush on him. you were way too scared to tell him, in comes the letter.

dear akaashi keiji,
we may only be first years in elementary school but i have to tell you, i love you. i love the way you smile when we share our drawings. i love the way your eyes light up when we share our bentos together, especially our onigiris. your cheeks always puff out when you eat, it's so cute to me.
god we're so young and yet i still love you. i'll never be able to tell you yet, i love akaashi keiji. you'll never receive this letter but i feel the need to tell you.
forever yours,
haiba f/n

those three years of elementary school flew by in five seconds. you and akaashi parted ways for middle school, you never saw akaashi after graduation.

that's when you met kozume kenma. he was a shy, introverted boy who played video games. you usually saw him setting for kuroo, a second year at your middle school. you and kuroo were one of the only people who kenma could stand.

the more you hung out with kenma, the more your love grew. your second year of middle school was when you wrote your third letter, for kenma.

dear kozume kenma,
this is a little awkward but...i love you. you're my best friend kenma, i guess feelings were inevitable for me. i love the way you play your video games in class. how you set to kuroo whenever he wants to play volleyball. your rare smile you get when you buy a new game.
there'll never be someone else who i'll love more than you. your gold cat eyes that i just fell in love with. i'll love you always kozume kenma.
always yours,
haiba f/n

you kept your three letters in the small hat box alisa gave you for your birthday. you read them whenever you wanted to look back at your feelings for those three boys. well, you forgot about the one from kindergarten. he was kind of irrelevant, and yet he still had a letter.

"F/N! COME DOWNSTAIRS! ALISA'S CALLING US FOR DINNER!" your younger brother, lev, called out to you. you quickly put your letters back in the box and stuffed it under the a pile of clothes next to your bed. you made sure to keep it hidden from lev. he was so nosy. you just hoped those letters would never get out.

but, we can't always get what we want, can we?

in which akaashi and f/n start a fake relationship to make his ex girlfriend jealous and prove to kenma that she doesn't love him anymore.