Roommate • JIKOOK FF •

Roommate 11:Pain

"He-

Hoseok got cut off by a running kim
taehyung.

"Hyung! Jimin! Look at these. Isn't it perfect for me"tae said showing a shirt that he finally pick.

What a great timing tae,it's just grest-
Jimin sarcastically thought.

"Yeah yeah buy it if you want it and be quick,you alien"jimin snort at his friend

"Ok,grumps."taehyung sassed

"Aish,that kid"jimin said like an old grampa

"Uhmm jimin. Be careful"hoseok suddenly said "from what?" "From jungkook.

Don't get your hopes high and please get over him as soon as possible and if anything happen don't get your feeling in the way,I don't want you to feel more pain when he show his true colors to you" hoseok said concerned and jimin just nodded

-timeskip brought you by jimin's curiousity-

Jimin is heading to his dorm but hoseok's words keep lingering on his mind

Boy,maybe I shouldn't have said anything to hoseok hyung-jimin thought

Jimin enter their dorm and welcomed by a clean atmosphere

Now that he think of it,maybe hoseok mistook jungkook to another person.(But wait did jimin just forget what happen earlier?)

"Jimin!!You're here"said jungkook,
walking downstairs like nothing had happened

"Y-yeah..it's m-me"jimin stutter. Jimin don't know why his stuttering but he sure know his nervous.

"Wanna hangout? Let's go get drink? And besides I have to tell you
something"

Jimin's Pov
Huh? Sometime to tell me? Is he confesing? Omo I'm excited would he hold my,and say i love you jimin ah? Well it's not like it's impossible.

(Well it seems like jimin don't know what will happen.)

-at the restau bar-

Jimin's Pov
"Ahh jungkook sii,are you alright?"

"Ahh huh?" "Ahh yeah I'm alright,let's go there"

Jungkook seems bothered,I'm about to say something but our order arrive so maybe I'll talk to him later

Author's Pov
When jungkook notice that jimin is half drunk,he started talking.

"You know what jimin,I hate you"
jungkook stated"huh why? I didn't do anything wrong though"jimin said half listening and half not.

"Because,because of you my girlfriend broke up with me. Now are you happy?you slut"jungkook said pretending that his hurt and that soohyun broke up with him but in reality he's the one who broke it.

Now jimin's full attention was now on jungkook.

"What? I didn't know. I'm sorry and wait how can you say I'm happy?"jimin ask"I know that you liked me,I heard you when you said before you pass out"
jungkook said looking intensely at jimin"w-what? But..i-i can explain" jimin stuttered "what explanation do I need if I already know you like me.
What? Why are you tearing up,is it because I know that you planned everything?!"Jungkook shouted making his voice firm and serious,good thing they're are the only one left.

"n-noI didn't,I swear. I-it's not planned,
I promise"jimin pleaded,he don't know why but he feel that this is the end of there friendship.

"Well plan it or not I don't love you nor even like you"jimin admit that he's hurt and he decides to let it all out. I mean if their friendship is already mess up,why not fuck it up more beautifully cause if it ends atleast he tell jungkook his feeling and nothing to regret in the future,right?

"Why? Why can't it just be me?"jimin ask tearfully "why can't it just me who you cried for? Why can't I just be the one who can broke up with you? Why can't I be the one whom you loved? Why can't it just be me? Tell me jungkook? Why?"jimin ask now crying

"Because your jimin and your not someone else.My god jimin.You fell inlove with me in the short period of time? What the" jungkook hissed " yes I fell inlove with you in a short period of time but what can I do it already happen? In that short time I met you,be with you and I already know that I like you."jimin said through he's cry

"But-"kook got cut off "didn't you remember you kissed me that day? In that rainy day when you were drunk,
you kissed me,you called me sweet pet names,endearments"

"For God's sake,even if I did kissed you didn't you said I was drunk?! I wouldn't kiss you if I'm not drunk"jungkook yell but lowered his voice at the end. He can't believe he already taste jimin's sweet lips but guess what he want to pretend he don't like it.

"But jungkook in those week you cuddle up with me,those week you kiss me on cheeks,on those weeks you called me sweet endearments,on those week you act like you're my boyfriend,didn't you feel any single bit of like? Cause even it just tiny as an ant I will take that. I am willingly to take a risk just for that feeling"jimin said hoping jungkook feel something for him even just-tiny bit.

"Well I'm sorry to break that but I don't feel anything"jungkook feel a pang on his cheast and feel about to cry about what he's saying but he remembered. he's straight. Or was he? Is he really straight?

Jungkook got up and leave the restua bar. Jimin payed and catch up with jungkook.

"But jungkook,I can make you feel different.I'll change you. I will make sure you'll feel something to me too"
jimin said clinging to jungkook's
shoulder.

"You can try but jimin,remember I said try,and I'm pretty sure you'll not succed"jungkook said removing jimin's hand on his

"But jungkook-" "Just give up"
"But it doesn't even started yet"
"Jimin-"
"Jungkook I won't give up because I love you!"
"Then unlove me jimin."

That's the time jimin let go and fall on his knee then cry and what a good timing.It rained,maybe the weather feels bad too

Now the image of what happen in just a week came flashing to his mind.

Advices taehyung give.

Hoseok words.

And the moment earlier that he,he-he really wish he didn't remember.

He played me,and I let my self in his trap because of the reason that I love him-jimin

"I-I'm sorry for falling inlove with you. I swear i didn't mean to but what can I do it already happen,my heart want you and you only. I'm sorry. I'm sorry my love"Jimin sigh

Jimin didn't expect this to happen,he didn't imagine that that will be the result,he really did think that what happened earlier was worser that he dreamed or thinking of this pass few days.

It just that earlier he was so excited because he imagined jungkook will say he like him but reality hurts. It's like his heart turned to pieces,world came crashing down,half have taken away,
and he felt his light turned dim.

And there's the rain puring out as it's like jimin eyes tearing up,storming like him.Breaking down.

"I don't ask for pain but pain always take favoritism on me"