𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐖𝐎

(LMFAOO! i was listening to that song whenever I made this part)

ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ
𝐗𝐘'𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐘𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒
♎︎ ʟᴏs ᴀɴɢᴇʟᴇs 𒊹︎3:25 ᴘᴍ ♎︎

3 ᴍɪssᴇᴅ ᴄᴀʟʟs Mᴀᴍɪ's Dᴀᴅᴅʏ
5 ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇs ғʀᴏᴍ Mᴀᴍɪ's Dᴀᴅᴅʏ
6 ᴍɪssᴇᴅ ᴄᴀʟʟs ғʀᴏᴍ Sᴀɪɴᴛ

I sighed sliding my phone in my backpack as I sat in my therapist office looking around as she wrote down some things.

"Session two with Xy'air Richards." She looked up from her notepad crossing her legs. "How are you feeling?"

"Fine." I nodded and she smiled softly. "A little overwhelmed."

"Overwhelmed? Why?" She asked.

"Well, I got news yesterday that my mama was sick in the hospital. Um my baby daddy and Saint keep calling me and texting me asking where I'm at." I sighed letting everything out.

"I'm sorry for the news about your mother. I pray she gets better." She smiled before clearing her throat. "But as far as the men."

She paused. "I think you need to let them go. Focus on yourself Xy'air and daughter."

"I understand you can't let your baby father go but you need to cut off all sexual relations and feelings."

"Saint, if y'all can't have a cordial conversation without it getting hectic and tense then there's no point of trying to understand eachother." She said and I nodded agreeing.

"I don't know how to let them go though. Keenon I've been in this toxic relationship with him for so long, I've became that toxic person because I wasn't like this before him." I said.

"Let. Go. Of. Toxic. People." She said word for word. "God isn't gonna do it by himself. You need to put your part in."

I huffed leaning back in the chair. "It's time to be a big girl Xy'air."

"I know." I mumbled playing with the rips in my jeans. She was completely right though.

Every time god tried to take Keenon out my life, I went back to him and forgave him. I've blocked all gods blessings just for a nigga that's going to continue to do me wrong.

I need to let go of everyone and focus on my child. She needs me the most. Focus on my mama and sisters they need me.

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I sighed walking into my apartment with Arianna in my arms sleep. My lease wasn't up and I was still paying bill here even though I didn't live here.

I walked into her room laying her on her bed. I walked out closing the door and went into my bedroom.

I pulled my phone out and went to Keenon contact. I hesitated to click on the call button but I did it. I put it on speaker and sat it on the bed.

"Yo whatchu on Princess?" He said and I picked at my nails nervously.

"Um I need to talk to you. Seriously." I said and he cleared his throat.

"Fasho washannin?" He asked.

"I've been going to therapy and we had a talk today that really touched my heart. She basically told me I needed to be big girl and take all the toxic people out my life. Including you."