Sequel ❤️~Why am i never enough

part 43

as y/n continued dancing with luis and having fun dejuane was still watching while challan talked to people soon dejuane and y/ns song that they danced to at their wedding came on and y/n slowly looked at him while he looked at her and they made eye contact until luis grabbed her face and turned her to him and he was about to kiss her until dejuane walked up to them and punched luis and challan along with the others hurried over

Y: dejuane seriously
Dejuane: he was going to kiss you
Y: ok you aren't mine dejuane we aren't together if he was going to kiss me then you should've let him
Dejuane: you're still a little bit mine and i refuse to let him kiss you to our song
Y: fine dejuane he didn't kiss me happy

i threw my hands up and walked off going outside and sitting on the sidewalk

Mattia: are you ok
Y: why do you care go have fun with charli
Mattia: y/n
Y: what i'm fine
Mattia: do you really think i want charli
Y: you act like it so i wouldn't be surprised
Mattia: i wouldn't tell you i like you then like someone else i've liked you for way too long to let you go
Y: well i would like if you showed that because you know how every other relationship went
Mattia: if i knew it was bothering you i wouldn't have done it
Y: that's the point mattia i shouldn't have to tell you something is bothering me for you to not do it
Mattia: i'm sorry y/n
Y: it's fine i'm going home
Mattia: y/n

i got up off the ground and started walking home soon the wind rippled through my dress and hair causing a shiver to go down my spine well i guess this is what i get for walking in winter weather i continued walking occasionally getting on my phone and texting people soon i walked past a homeless man sitting on a bench and he whistled at me and said "come here sexy let me holla at you" i continued walking and soon he got up walking behind me saying "nice tits you got there can i take a closer look" i covered my chest with my arms and continued walking a little faster obviously uncomfortable the man noticed and he started jogging so i started sprinting going full speed and he ran the same speed the whole time i thought "damn that crack must be helping him" just trying to make myself laugh so i don't pass out from my heart going at two thousand mph soon my high heel broke and i fell on the ground TW ⚠️ and the man got on top of me pinning my arms and legs to the ground while i kicked and screamed with tears falling down my face he then tried kissing me but i moved my face side to side and continued yelling he was running his hand up and down my thigh while i cried then he started unbuckling his pants while i begged him to stop but he just dropped his pants then rubbed my breast and then put his hand under my bra while i squirmed trying to move soon i was able to yell and i continued until someone came and noticed the man and punched him off of me and i sat up crying my eyes out and shivering in shock

??: oh Lord are you ok
Y: i- i want to go home please
??: can you tell me where you live
Y: please take me home i want to go to sleep please
??: i understand that but i need to know where you live

i was barely able to speak i couldn't stop crying and replaying the moment in my head i felt like it was all my fault if i didn't overreact and start walking then it wouldn't have happened maybe if i didn't wear what i did then it wouldnt have happened or maybe if i would've just went back to the party it wouldn't have happened i felt weak like i was no longer in control of anything that happened to me soon the man tried to touch me but i backed up and looked at him shaking my head and begging him not to hurt me once he reassured me he wasn't he gently grabbed my hand and walked me to his car i hazardously got inside then i told him where i lived and he dropped me off i walked in and everyone plus dejuane and challan were in the room

Kairi: y/n what happened
Y: i wasn't strong enough to stop him kairi

my voice cracked as i spoke and i sat down on the floor crying and burying my face in my knees and shaking someone came and touched me and i flenched really hard and backed up fast and continued crying and shaking looking at the ripped pieces of my dress on the floor with dirt mixed in them and my broken heels on the ground besides me  i just wanted everything to be ok i wanted to go back to where i was at the party dancing and singing with luis before i made the dumb decision to walk home and before i let that man touch me i just wanted everything to be ok again soon i picked myself up from the ground and covered my chest where my dress had been ripped and i walked upstairs with head hung low and hair all over my face and it felt like with each step more tears came falling down

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