Sequel ❤️~Why am i never enough

part 59

after a while i calmed down and dejuane decided to let me stay at his house until i got my own i decided it was best for me to move back to NJ but anyways he showed me to the room i could stay in and while he fed the kids and put them to sleep i took a shower then got changed in some clothes i left from awhile back after i got under the cover and i just looked at the bruises on my arms and i could feel the soreness on my legs but i just laid down and tried to go to sleep but i kept seeing santea causing me to jump up and scream when i did dejuane bust through the door he looked at me like he was scared

Dejuane: are you ok
Y: yea sorry i just had a nightmare
Dejuane: about who
Y: santea
Dejuane: hey it's ok he's not going to hurt you anymore i promise i won't let him
Y: yea i know i'm just a little frightened
Dejuane: alright goodnight i love you
Y: um actually can you sleep with me tonight please
Dejuane: oh alright

dejuane came and laid under the cover next to me and he pulled me close to him so i was on his chest and i could feel my mind resting and my heart rate slowing down

Y: thank you
Dejuane: anytime but um i miss this y/n
Y: i do too but i need time to be single
Dejuane: well of course and i'm also with challan
Y: true how is that going
Dejuane: um alright i guess
Y: what's wrong
Dejuane: she's so controlling and clingy it's like she always needs me to be around and i can't have any girl friends or she'll think i'm cheating i haven't cheated on her since we've been together but for some reason she doesn't believe that
Y: it's ok maybe she just needs reminders that she matters sometimes that's all any of us need i needed it for the last month but i didn't have it and all i had was myself and God
Dejuane: i'm sorry y/n if you would've told me i could've came and helped you
Y: he threatened me dejuane i couldn't he didn't even let me call other people i had fucking restrictions on my phone where i could only call him
Dejuane: i had no idea y/n but i said i'm not going to let him hurt you and i mean that i'll die for you because almost two years ago i stood in front of you looking at how beautiful you were and still are and i said till death do we part and in sickness and in health and i mean that
Y: i love you dejuane
Dejuane: i love you too y/n forever and always

dejuane kissed y/ns forehead and rubbed her back until she fell asleep snoring on his chest she didn't sleep like that in a while where she could just close her eyes and know she was going to be ok dejuane stayed up looking at y/n and thinking about how bad he felt that he wasn't there for her he then looked at her bruises and his heart was breaking knowing that she was getting hurt while he was in his house peacefully he kissed her head a few more times until he fell asleep with her once the sun was coming up they were still sleep and challan walked past the door seeing them she shook her head and walked to the kids room waking them up and picking up thomas and alan her and the kids were walking past the room y/n and dejuane were in and they stopped in the doorway

Dj: aha is mommy and daddy getting back together
Azlynn: i hope so i miss them together
Leilani: they weren't together that much when me and ailani were born
Challan: no they aren't getting back together now come on let's eat breakfast

challan was a little upset but she didn't want to take it out on the kids so when she finished making them breakfast she put their plates down and fed the babies then she laid them down in their rocker that was in the living room while the kids sat on the couch and she went and woke up dejuane

Dejuane: huh baby
Challan: the kids are awake they already ate the babies might just need to be changed
Dejuane: ok i can do that
Challan: i missed you in bed yesterday
Dejuane: sorry y/n had a nightmare and she needed me
Challan: i had a nightmare too but you weren't there
Dejuane: y/n is my top priority right now
Challan: and why's that
Dejuane: it's not my business to tell
Challan: whatever we'll talk about it later
Dejuane: of course

challan stomped downstairs while dejuane rolled his eyes and gently woke up y/n making sure not to touch her bruises on accident

Y: hmm
Dejuane: it's morning cutie
Y: i really need some sleep
Dejuane: i can't lay down with you all day i'm sorry
Y: that's fine dejuane you can go i guess i'll be fine
Dejuane: what if you wake up for a little bit then we'll go and take as many naps as you want
Y: dejuane i love you to death but i've been abused mentally and physically for the past month and he would force me to stay awake and do what he wanted until he was tired and if i tried to go to sleep before that he would hit me so i'm sorry but i really need this you can go i'll just force myself to sleep but i need peace without the fear of being hit for it
Dejuane: i'm sorry y/n i just tried to stop laying in bed all day because i'm usually lazy haha but if you want to we can stay in bed as long as you want anything that helps you recover

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