Sequel ❤️~Why am i never enough

part 44

i went upstairs and laid on my bed shaking with the thoughts flashing through my mind like it just happened i soon got up looking in my mirror feeling disgusted with myself i took off my clothes judging myself then i put on a hoodie and joggers then putting the hood over my hair and taking off my makeup and eyelashes crying with every wipe once my makeup was off you could see my red face and swollen eyes i got up walking to my bed and crying again soon someone came inside and walked up to me wrapping me in a hug while i gripped their shirt burying my face in it and crying

Dejuane: it's ok y/n tell me what happened
Y: he touched me dejuane i tried to stop him but i wasn't strong enough i tried dejuane i really did i couldn't stop him i yelled and yelled and no one came he started feeling on me while he unbuckled his pants i wanted it to all be a bad dream i wanted it to stop but it kept going until some man came and helped me then it all stopped everything around me felt like it was shattered and broken i promise dejuane i tried to stop him please don't be mad at me
Dejuane: what no y/n i'm not mad at you i could never be mad at you for something like that it's not your fault you tried and i know you did that man is a sick person and he deserves to be in jail and i'm never going to let him touch you again i'm sorry i wasn't there i should've went with you i'm really sorry y/n if it wasn't for me you would've still been at the party and you wouldn't have walked home if you want to blame someone blame me it's my fault and i shouldn't have left you alone
Y: i- it's not your fault dejuane i should've been more covered then maybe everything would've been different and i started walking because mattia made me upset
Dejuane: hey don't speak like that it didn't matter what you were wearing there are sick people out there that are going to do what they want no matter what don't tear yourself apart because someone else couldn't keep it in their pants
Y: i feel disgusting i can't close my eyes myself without seeing him on me touching me while i yell
Dejuane: y/n look at me that guy is never going to touch you again and i mean that as long as i'm around no one is even going to be able to look at you for too long
Y: i just want everything to be ok
Dejuane: it's alright y/n heal at your own speed

dejuane hugged y/n tighter while she continued to cry her cries were getting louder so she shoved her face even harder in dejuane shirt and his eyes started to water before a tear fell on to y/ns messed up hair with pieces of rock and grass from when the man had her pinned to the ground but while y/n cried dejuane picked the rocks and grass out of her hair with tears streaming down his face once he finished he wrapped his arms back around her and buried his face in her hair crying with her soon challan came upstairs but he saw dejuane and y/n so she walked back downstairs plopping on the couch going on a rant while the others just looked at each soon she got up and left out while y/n got up off dejuane and got in the shower scrubbing her body so hard that it was turning red soon she threw everything around her and she sat down crying again with the water hittitng the back of her head then colliding on her face mixing with her tears her loud cries were drowned out by the water hitting the ground she cried for hours until she got up and dried herself off then got dressed and walked back into her room when she walked in dejuane was still there once he saw her he got up and hugged her then he leaned down a little and looked at her then he kissed her head and walked out the room getting in his car and going home minutes past and y/n was in bed twisting and turning trying to fall back asleep but only having the memories flood her head she then sat up with a few tears falling down soon someone walked into her room and sat on the end of her bed

Kairi: i heard what happened
Y: who all did he tell
Kairi: just me and kobe
Y: well yea it happened bubs and i'm going to have to live with it for the rest of my life
Kairi: it wasn't your fault y/n
Y: i'm trying to get that concept kairi
Kairi: having trouble sleeping
Y: yea i keep seeing him on me and it's like i'm reliving it all over again nothings helping bubs i tried forcing myself to sleep i've tried watching something until i got tired i even tried listening to music nothing is working
Kairi: i can sleep with you maybe all you need is someone you can trust around you
Y: are you sure i don't want to bother you with my problems
Kairi: y/n no one should have to go through something like this by themselves now come on i'll sleep with you for as long as you need
Y: thank you kairi
Kairi: you don't ever have to thank me for doing what i have to
Y: but you shouldn't have to
Kairi: if it's something that'll help my best friend then i'll have to no matter what
Y: i love you bubs
Kairi: i love you too y/n

kairi got under the cover with y/n then opened his arms and she laid her head on his chest until they both fell asleep

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