Sequel ❤️~Why am i never enough

part 4

while y/n was helping the kids with homework she was talking to kairi and they were making jokes causing the babies to laugh as they were laughing and playing around y/ns phone went off so she picked it up and she saw it was a post from tiktokroom before she even opened it she rolled her eyes knowing every time it was a tiktokroom post then it was something bad so she rolled her eyes clicking on the notification and what she saw really broke her heart and took every ounce of joy she had next thing she did was lay down on the floor blankly looking at the ceiling or maybe there was another reason for her looking up but as she was kairi took her phone looking at the post then he passed it around to everyone and they looked at each other and started talking to y/n trying to comfort but all she did was get up picking up the kids and putting them to bed one by one then she laid down in her bed with music playing still blankly looking at the ceiling until alejandro came in sitting on her bed beside her

Alejandro: i'm so sorry y/n
Y: don't be everything happens for a reason right i'm just hoping this one has a good reason for me to stay
Alejandro: don't talk like that
Y: how ale fucking how not one not two but five fucking kids i have five and all dejuane cared about was himself
Alejandro: you can't let his mistakes judge wether you stay to see your own kids grow up i know you're hurt but if you're that selfish to leave them when they need you most then you're no better than dejuane

y/n watched as alejandro walked out once he was out of view she plopped down on the bed rubbing her stomach and letting the tears flow she closed her eyes and once she opened it was pitch black outside so she got up running some water in the tub then she sat in it just thinking then she began blankly staring again until someone called her name so she blinked looking at the door frame not even moving her head just her eyes and she saw her dad with his eyes covered standing there so she got out and dressed then without telling him she walked past him sitting on the bed then soon once he moved his hands from his face he looked at her and walked up to her kneeling down

Dad: i heard
Y: along with over five thousand other people so i'm not surprised
Dad: are you ok
Y: i have no choice but to be dad
Dad: no ones asking you to put up this front you have going one day you're going to have to face the music and that day might not be easy but when you push your feelings down thinking you're helping the baby you aren't you're making it worse and you're showing your children that they should hide their emotions and not ask for help and that's all going to come back to haunt you
Y: so what do i do then help me out
Dad: be true to yourself if you wanna cry then fuck it let the tears run if you wanna scream then scream until your voice gives out stop holding it in let it go and you'll find it easier than bottling everything up inside
Y: i'm sorry i guess with everything going on i'm just trying to be a good influence on the kids
Dad: sometimes being a good influence isn't about telling them what to do sometimes it's about letting them make mistakes and helping them learn from it in positive ways
Y: i hate that you're right
Dad: like i always am now go to sleep princess you've had enough for today
Y: good night dad

i watched as my dad walked out the room then i laid on my side trying to fall asleep as i was half sleep the baby kicked the shit out of me and i held my stomach smiling but in pain and i rubbed it's foot that was sticking out then i picked up my phone taking a picture and posting it after a while i was tagged in a picture of dejuane reposting the picture all i did was say thanks then i turned my phone off and my head started hurting so i called kairis name and he came in and sat behind me massaging my head while i laid on him falling asleep

Kairi POV:
when y/n called me telling me her head hurt i made sure gabby was sleep then i instantly came in her room massaging her head soon she was sleep peacefully and she looked amazing as she laid there i put my hand on her stomach taking pictures so i could post them then i took a video of the baby moving around after a while i ended up going to sleep in y/ns room i slept with my head on her pillow and her head on my stomach

kairi and y/n laid there all night until morning rolled around and y/n got up getting dressed for their day and kairi went into his room getting ready while y/n got mattia and the boys to watch the kids once they were both dressed they went downstairs and as they opened the door they saw dejuane about to knock and all y/n did was look down at her shoes

Dejuane: i came to talk to you
Y: no but i have some words for you because i'm done holding back so you know what dejuane fuck you i gave you 7 years of my fucking life just for you to fuck me over every time got damn it is there ever a time where you can actually keep it in your damn pants and remain loyal to one girl at a time like shit i'm tired of you and all of your bullshit you go and hoe around and fuck every girl willing to open their legs to you then you come back to me like you didn't do anything and you always make me look like a fucking fool well shame on you because i'm going to live my life with or without you i have a family of people who'll be here for me no matter what and if you don't want to be apart of that then that's on you but you're missing out on a once in a life time girl so have lucianna and congrats on your new baby with her i hope you're happy with your decision but me and you are no longer and never will be a thing have a nice life oh and one more thing if you want to see the kids i'll drop them off at your moms house then you can get them from their because after this moment right here right now i never want to see you again goodbye dejuane

with that kairi and y/n walked past dejuane getting in their car and driving off

goodnight arguing with a racist on tiktokroom 😭🤦🏽‍♀️