Sequel ❤️~Why am i never enough

part 33

y/n sat there messing with my fingers while sharan went to go get kairi, dejuane, mattia, and alejandro later they came in and dejuane sat next to y/n but she moved because she knew what she was about to have to confess so she sat next to kairi while dejuane looked at her confused then sharan closed and locked the door while everyone sat down she stood up infront of them

Sharan: alright let's start this off with y/n taking the floor and telling dejuane how she truly feels
Y: sharan i really don't want to do this right now
Sharan: no this toxic shit ends right here right now
Y: doing this is only going to make it worse
Sharan: too bad tell him now

i got up rolling my eyes at sharan and she sat down on the bed while i stood in front of everyone shyly looking at the ground

Mattia: take your time
Dejuane: y/n forget it tell me late-
Y: i don't think i love you anymore

when i said that i felt instant regret and a few tears fell down my face as i looked at sharan and i could tell she felt bad then i looked at dejuane and he just sat there not even speaking so i went up to him and touched his hand but he slapped it off and continued to ignore me my tears got heavier and i walked to kairi holding my arms open like a big baby and he opened his and i sat next to him while hugging him and crying soon sharan got back up and awkwardly stood in front of us

Sharan: i'm sorry
Dejuane: just get to why you made us come in here you forced her to tell her feelings and now everyone knows she doesn't love me anymore so go ahead and talk
Sharan: i really am sorry i didn't know she was going to say that but we need to discuss who did this to you guys
Kairi: that can wait another day sharan i think enough has been said

kairi picked up y/n and took her to the room and sat her on the bed while she moved into a ball and continued crying

Kairi: y/n please stop crying
Y: i can't kairi i didn't mean it i just felt like i should tell him but as soon as i said it i regretted every word of it and i realize i do love him i love him to death i'm in love with him still kairi but how do i tell him that without making it seem like i'm just saying it to make him happy
Kairi: i don't know y/n just talk to him one on one and let him know exactly how you feel for real this time just you and him without the pressure of someone watching you
Y: i doubt he ever wants to speak to me again i made out with him then told him i didn't love him in front of you guys i embarrassed him right after i kissed him bubs he probably hates me
Kairi: dejuane might be hard on you but we all know he'll never hate you just give him space and when the time is right let him know exactly how you truly feel
Y: i'm going to go do it now i can't wait
Kairi: let me know how it goes
Y: i will

i walked out going to find dejuane he was in the backyard talking to someone on the phone then he saw me approaching him and he put his phone away as i sat next to him he scooted away a little

Y: i'm sorry i didn't mean it i don't know why i said it i was just under pressure and i said the first thing that came to mind
Dejuane: if you didn't mean it why was it in your mind
Y: because that's how i feel every time you leave i feel like i don't love you anymore i feel that way every time you tell me you love me and that i'm yours it's always a feeling nagging in the back of my mind but once i said it out loud i realized it was just heart broken me speaking i do love you so much i promise i was just speaking of what i felt when you broke my heart even when you broke me i still loved you and for some reason i can't stop i'm not saying i want you back shit i do but i can't go back but i do love you and i know i probably embarrassed you but i didn't mean to and i'm sorry i really am
Dejuane: fine y/n i forgive you
Y: friends
Dejuane: friends

dejuane and y/n hugged then walked back inside going to her room and sitting down on the bed talking

short chapter 😋