Sequel ❤️~Why am i never enough

part 45

a month past and y/n is doing worse she still covers herself up and doesn't like showing her body she gave up on trying to find someone out of fear of them trying to touch her or kiss her because she's not ready yet thats why she backed off mattia and let him go because she's not ready yet the kids have been with her for the last few days since dejuane is out of town with challan and everyone else has just been busy doing whatever they wanted so basically in simpler terms a day after the situation no one even talked or paid attention to y/n it was like she didn't exist to anyone in the house no one talked to her besides the kids when they weren't at school, sleeping, or playing games with each other so it was just her and her thoughts which drove her back into depression she was barely eating, cried every night, had cuts on her wrist, thighs, and arms, barely got any sleep due to nightmares, and she hasn't smiled since the situation unless it was fake but no one noticed because they were too busy doing what they wanted and of course the kids were too young to even know what was going on y/n especially didn't tell them but not only was she dealing with her depression alone but no matter what she had going on the others would leave and leave her with all the kids so she had two crying newborns and seven kids running around she felt like she was at her lowest but she only kept pushing for the fact that she didn't want to leave her kids alone on this specific night everyone was in y/ns room for the first time in a month and they were all laughing and playing while y/n sat on the bed zoned out like usual soon dejuane came through the door with challan and they had big smiles on their faces soon challan stuck her hand out and she had an engagement ring on it while everyone clapped and cheered y/n just looked soon they wanted to go to a party so they called y/ns dad and he came and got the kids then they went back upstairs seeing y/n still on the bed

Jale: girl get dressed
Y: um it's fine i don't want to go
Sharan: let's get you in a dress
Y: i said i'm fine i don't want to go guys please stop
🚺Angel: your being over dramatic girl come on up
Jano: yea come on we haven't been out in a while
Mattia: come on y/n let's go have fun like usual

everyone kept messing with y/n until she gave in and they threw her a shirt and all stood there waiting for her to take her hoodie off to put the shirt on she knew what was about to happen so she started crying while everyone looked at her confused then she took her hoodie off and you could see the multiple marks going up her arms and on her wrists after no one saying anything she put her hoodie back on and sat on the bed burying her head in her knees

Kobe: why.....why didn't you tell us
Y: y'all didn't care
Kairi: that's bullshit y/n and you know it
Y: no it's not i needed you guys and all y'all did was leave me by myself y'all acted as if i never existed and i would've never done that to y'all
Sharan: we just wanted to give you some space
Y: space sharan really you think after i got sexually assaulted that i need fucking space no i needed the people i called family but y'all were too busy worrying about yourselves that y'all forgot about me it's been a fucking month since i've actually smiled and none of you have realized or gave a flying fuck about it
Dejuane: if you needed me i would've came
Y: why would i tell you that why so challan can continue giving me nasty side glances every time i walk through my fucking hallways damn challan i get it you might not like me for whatever reason but got damn do you ever stop to think that maybe just maybe me and dejuane might truly just be friends
Challan: i never glance at you
Y: there's no point in lying but i really don't care none of you were there dejuane and kairi y'all were there for me on the day it happened literally the fucking day after you acted as if nothing happened to me and you guys expected me to want space ever since it happened i have not been to sleep i can't fucking sleep i see it in my mind everyday no matter what i do or who i'm with all i see is that memory constantly going through my mind and even the days i would walk into the living room when everyone was in there no one would talk to me do you guys not think that hurts the people i always turn to when i need help with something turned their backs on me when i needed them the most and the most hurtful part of all is i would've never done that to any of you why is it always me that y'all decide to switch up on i'm never enough to you guys and that shit is so draining i've tried to be ok i've tried hell i'm still fucking trying but you guys don't fucking care dejuane and challan walk in here saying they are engaged and you guys cheer and clap and only paid attention to me when you wanted me to go party with you guys like come the fuck on do you really think i want to go to a party after what happened to me oh wait i forgot you guys don't give a fuck what happens to me as long as it doesn't concern you right you know what fuck all of you i don't care you guys rather see me dead anyways so why are we even friends anymore if y'all don't want me in your lives i'll leave

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