Sequel ❤️~Why am i never enough

part 12

Y: so what did you want to talk about
Kobe: nothing in certain just something i need to get off my chest
Y: well i'm all ears
Kobe: alright well i guess i should start by asking you how you're doing
Y: still hurting but i'm getting better day by day i guess
Kobe: alright that's good how are you about moving on
Y: oof i don't plan on dating anyone for a while
Kobe: oh well in that case i might as well go on about what i needed to say to you
Y: kobe i've been waiting come on
Kobe: oh sorry um i wanted to say that i um i still might like you
Y: you might like me what that doesn't even make sense
Kobe: yea it doesn't make sense to me either it's like i like you and i hate seeing you heart broken and with other guys but as long as you're happy then i'm happy it's weird it's like i wanna see you happy with other guys but i don't like seeing you with other guys if that makes sense
Y: so you wanna see me happy just not with a guy
Kobe: yea i guess
Y: oh um i don't really know what to say
Kobe: you don't have to say anything it's just something i really needed to get off my chest and come clean and just plainly tell you
Y: oh well i'll get back to you and let you know i just need to collect my thoughts
Kobe: that's fine don't stress yourself about it just take your time and i'll be patient and wait
Y: thank you now go enjoy sexy dice night
Kobe: haha fuck off bye y/n
Y: haha bye kobe

kobe walked out and y/n huffed then got in the shower getting cleaned and washing her hair as she finished she wrapped a towel around her then sat on her bed with a towel also on her hair while she propped her feet up watching season 4 of big mouth and drinking a gatorade then the door opened and she rolled her eyes looking over but once she saw kairi she waved then looked back to the tv while he sat beside her

Kairi: your baby bump is showing
Y: i know right soon i won't be able to fit none of my fucking clothes again
Kairi: well you'll be able to go shopping which is obviously your favorite thing to do
Y: shopping brings back memories i don't like so i'm good i'll just shop online
Kairi: so you'll really let others decide what you do with your life just because they fucked up a memory for you
Y: i don't want to remember the memories they hurt so fuck off i'm not doing it i don't care if i change my mind then that's up to me but no one will force me to do anything i don't want to do anymore
Kairi: i'm sorry i didn't mean for it to feel like i'm trying to force you to do something i wouldn't do that to you
Y: it's fine kai
Kairi: you must be mad because after every argument you call me kai
Y: i said i'm fine kairi
Kairi: alright i'll give you your space because you know i hate when you call me by my full name
Y: k

kairi got up walking out and y/n got up putting on her clothes then turning off her tv laying on her side watching youtube on her phone and laughing at old vines she was watching while she was watching them and laughing someone called her and once the caller id popped she read "my ❤️" and while he eyes watered she let a tear trickle down her face then she wiped it and answered the phone

Y: what
Dejuane: um i just wanted to let you know i got the kids
Y: ok they are yours so you don't need to let me know when you want to get them
Dejuane: well i didn't want you going to my moms house and not see them then freaking out like you always do
Y: i don't always do it only when i feel like they're in danger
Dejuane: mhm anyways i just wanted to let you know you can go back to doing whatever you were
Y: alright bye
Dejuane: wait are you not going to tell me what you're doing
Y: i'm watching youtube dejuane
Dejuane: you're rewatching old ass vines aren't you
Y: since you must know yes i am
Dejuane: you always watch those do you not get tired of them
Y: no i don't now bye dejuane
Dejuane: you really about to hang up on me
Y: boy yes and i'm changing your contact shit hurts looking at it
Dejuane: come on y/n i'm sorry and i would go back in time and replace every time i broke your heart if i could and you know that
Y: i don't know why it's so hard for me to believe but there's something in me that believes you more than you know then there's something that's telling me not to believe a word you're saying
Dejuane: baby i'm sorry
Y: please don't call me that dejuane
Dejuane: it feels weird calling you anything else
Y: we'll figure out something to call me because it hurts when you call me baby because it causes all the memories to come back and remembering days me and you were up at night sitting on the bed just smiling and talking hurts and i can't just act as if what me and you had meant nothing to me because it meant everything to me every time you'd look at me wether you were sad or happy i felt safe as if even if you were mad at me you'd still be there just to make sure i always felt safe and just to make sure i didn't need anything but after recent events i saw that everyone is replaceable and you showed me that even i was which hurt way more than you'll ever know because i thought for sure this time we would be together until the very end but i was naive and dumb because we all know love never works out for me and the only thing that manages to happen to me is heart break and heart ache and i'm honestly trying to get over you but when you call me shit like baby and tell me you miss me you make it so much harder on me because you know i miss you and love you but i can't be around you now just for my own safety of my heart maybe one day we'll be friends again but i don't ever think i'll be able to put what you did behind me
Dejuane: i'm sorry that i let you down y/n but i do love you more than you know and i never meant to do anything with lucianna and even though you don't know there will be a day where i prove that i love you to you and i'll make you proud
Y: yea bye dejuane

i hung up and shoved a pillow in my face silently crying into it

my bad i didn't wake up to 11:43 even tho i had an alarm to wake me up at 7 💀